My Somewhat Forbidden Love

30

There's something about them that just doesn't add up. I don't want to go to that stupid party but both Luna and Yasmin are dragging me along.

"Ready to get your sexy on?" Asks Yasmin as she sits on my bed winking at me.

"Not quite." I reply dryly.

"Too bad. I brought some of my dresses because yours are like Plain Janes."

"They are not! I just like to keep it knee length and not see through like yours."

"Oh please it's sexy! And plus you got the curves for them. Most girls would die for your hips." says Luna.

Then they can have them.

"What dresses did you bring?" I ask hesitantly.

She pulls out 3 dresses, and I already feel this is a bad idea. The first dress is super sparkly and silver. It's right above the thigh and very fitted.

"No way. Not wearing that." I shake my head.

"Ugh fine." Wines Yasmin.

She pulls out a red one with black lace and this one's a bit less tight but it calls a lot of attention to my ass. That's the last thing I want at this party.

"You look sexy in it! That's the dress!!"

"Nope." I say as I unzip myself and watch it pool to the floor.

Instead of trying on the third dress, which by the way wasn't tight nor short, it was just ugly as shit, I decide to go into my closet and pull out a sky blue peplum dress.

I hear them sigh and see them roll their eyes. I smile and put it on. It was right above the knee, flowed perfectly and covered my ass just the way it should be.

"Fine you can wear that dress but I'm making you wear heels." says Yasmin.

"No way. I wanted to wear my white converse." I say as I frown.

"Madison just wear the damn heels."

She passes me white 5 inch heels and my eyes widen.

"What the hell Yasmin these are going to make me a giraffe!"

"Sugar you're short, it'll just make your legs look longer and that dress of yours appear shorter." she says as she winks and curls a lock of her hair.

I sigh and start doing my makeup. When we all finished getting ready I stand up and look at myself in the mirror.

I look like a damn doll. One of those Barbies that you get with the long brown hair and loads of make up, then got them damn heels acting like it don't hurt to walk in them.

But I won't lie, I do look decent. But I'm definitely not doing this again.

"Ready girls?" Asks Luna.

"Yes! What about you Maddie?"

"Ya sure whatever."

We walk to the car and Luna drives us there. When we arrive I can already see the weed heads smoking outside. And girls throwin up in the front yard.

Jeez might as well flash yourselves while you're at it.

Yasmin notices the annoyed look on my face and holds my arm dragging me in the house. When we get to the living room I scan the people here.

Now I know I'm making it sound like I'm a tight ass and don't like parties or socializing. Don't get me wrong, I love them. Just not with this crowd of people.

I sit on the couch with Luna and Yas. This place is crowded. You got people making out in every corner, some by a table playing beer pong, and a lot others just randomly dancing around and grinding on each other.

"Hey babe." says Jayson as he walked over to the couch Luna, Yas, and I were sitting on.

There's no sign of Adam yet, thankfully.

After a few hours have passed, We were talking about some embarrassing things we've all done and we could barely hear each other over the music. Not going to lie it isn't that bad over here.

"Hey sweet cheeks."

I spoke too soon.

I ignore him and try to focus on the conversation we were having.

"You actually came." he says as he sits right beside me.

"Mhm, clearly."

I don't look at him and focus intently at a wall. He moves closer to me and I cross my legs and move over away from him.

"Ah c'mon don't be shy, it's not like I bite." he says with a grin.

"Well just please keep a fair distance from me and it'll be okay." I say with a tone.

He leans over to me and whispers.

"I like the innocent act you put on, Its hot. And that dress you got on is even sexier."

I shrug him off of me in disgust.

"Where's your boyfriend?"

"Doesn't concern you."

"Ah well like I said, you're my concern. And if he's not doing his job, I can take his place." He says as he smirks.

I don't like scenes so I'll give him a little warning for now. If he continues, all hell will break lose.

I lean in closer to him as I whisper and grab his jaw so he'd look straight ahead and not at me.

"Listen Adam I need you to back the fuck off and stop talking to me like that. I'm not one of the little whores you're used to so don't get it confused. I'm not interested and nor will I be. So if you don't want me to knee you in the balls in front of all your little friends, I suggest you leave me the fuck alone."

As I smile, I tighten my grip and he hisses in pain.

"Got it?"

He nods and I let go. He rubs his jaw and stands up to go to his friends and I see them laughing at him. I can't help but smirk.

"Madison you alright?" Asks Luna as she smiles in shock.

"Ya just a little misunderstanding."

"Ah gotcha, explain later?"

"Yeah, but I think Imma call it a night. I'm tired and These heels haven't been helping either." I say as I laugh a little.

"Okay Maddie get home safe."

I stand up and hug them goodbye. It's sorta late so I won't text Nathan. As I get in the taxi I hear someone call my name and I look over.

"Madison? Is that you?"

I instantly recognize the voice and jump in the taxi.

"Lennox avenue and 88th street please!" I say as I close the door shut.

I look out through the window and see his face in awe.

It was him, my ex. The one that drowned me in that ocean of complete nothingness.

This night is just lovely, isn't it?