My Somewhat Forbidden Love

59

After a couple hours or so, it was around 9:30 and Madeline had fallen asleep with her head on my lap.

I reach over carefully for my phone. I haven't really texted Nathan today, and I missed him.

To my surprise there were 3 messages. I eagerly unlock my phone, only to see that it was Jessie.

"Maddie what u up to?"

"Nm babysitting for my dad wbu?" I reply.

"Oh lol sounds fun. Mind if I come over?"

Well, Madeline is asleep, and I have until 12. My dad wouldn't mind Jessie anyways and I could use the company.

I stand up to carry Madeline as she rests her head on my chest and rings her arms around me. I take her upstairs and lay her gently in the bed tucking her in. As I walk out, I leave the door semi open so that I can hear her from downstairs in case of anything.

I give Jessie the address and about half hour later she arrives.

"Hey Maddie!" She squeals as she hugs me tight.

"Hey Jessie." I smile.

She comes in and we jump on the couch flipping through t.v channels.

"So how was babysitting?" She asks.

"It wasn't bad actually. She's a really sweet girl. She's sleeping upstairs so we can't make much noise." I laugh softly.

"Look at you, bein all caring."

"What, I'm a nice person duh."

We both laugh and watch C.S.I together.

A few minutes pass and I catch Jessie starring at me.

"What's up?" I ask.

"Nothing, sorry. Just day dreamed for a sec." she chuckles.

"Oh, what about?" I smirk.

"Maddie I rather show, than tell." she says with a somewhat serious, seductive tone.

I look at her eyes, full of lust. She looks away from me and at the t.v as if it pains her.

"You alrigh?" I ask.

"I mean yeah I guess so. But its nothing. Don't worry." she says without looking at me.

I hate it when girls do that shit. Say it's nothin when clearly it's somethin. If it's botherin you just say it. Like stop sugar coatin it and makin the other person beg to know what's pickin at your mind, because soon enough we'll just stop asking you. Obviously we're goin to worry.

"Clearly it's something." I reply.

"I just.. I.."

"You just what?" I ask, clearly hearing the annoyance in my voice.

"I want you."

Alrighty I shouldn't have asked. But I did.

"You want me?"

"Yes but you have Nathan and I don't want to interfere."

"In what way exactly do you want me?" I ask, knowing the answer already.

She bites her lip and looks at me.

In that way.

"Oh.. you meant like.."

"Yeah, I'm sorry. I'll go."

She stands up to leave but I hold her hand stopping her.

"I didn't mean it for you to leave." I say.

"I'm sorry I just don't think I can control myself if I'm around you and I just want to do so many things to that beautiful body of yours and I can't because you don't want me to but-"

I shut her up with a kiss and she eagerly kisses me back. As I pull away from her slowly, her eyes flutter open and she looks at me with such want in her eyes.

I understand what she wants, and honestly at that point, I wanted it just as badly.

She pulls me back in for a kiss and without pulling away, we back up to the couch as she gets on top of me. Her kisses travel my chest as I grab her ass causing her to gasp lightly.

At this point I'm already soaking. But when she kissed my collar bone again, I was proper out of this world.

She kisses me as our tongues fight for dominance and I wrap my legs around her waist. Her body pressed against mine as she gently pulls my hair, kissing my neck causing me to moan softly.

"Jessie." I whisper weakly as she kisses me lower unbuttoning my shorts.

"Jess I..-"

But before I can finish my sentence, an inexplainable sensation was upon me.

Damn it.

Not again.