The next morning I wake up and take a shower. I feel like complete shit and it's all because I cheated on Nathan. I'm such a dumb ass.
As I get out, Luna is sitting on her bed sipping on tea.
"What?" I ask as I dry off my hair with the towel.
"You gunna tell me about last night, that's what." She smirks.
"Nothing happened."
"That's a damn lie."
"Fine. Stuff happened. But it didn't go far trust me, I wimped out."
"Of course. But how far did you go?"
"She was about to take my shirt off and I stopped it there."
"Why?!"
"Oh Luna... I don't know. Maybe because I have a boyfriend?!"
I slip on some jeans and a tank top and look over at her.
"Oh yeah, are you going to tell him?"
"I have to. I lied about my age, I'm not going to lie about other huge things."
"True."
*buzz buzz*
I look over at my phone and then back at Luna.
"What if that's him." I ask.
"Ohh girl you gunna get in some deep trouble."
"Fuck off." I say as I walk to my phone.
"Jeez."
"Its my mom."
"Better answer that." she says.
"Ya ma good morning."
"Madison are you still at Luna's house?"
"Yes."
"Okay well you should remember to stop by your fathers house this afternoon."
"Ah I forgot. I'll go in about an hour."
"Okay I'll see you for dinner."
"Yes mother."
We hang up and I look at Luna as I sigh deeply.
"Girl what has you feeling so down?"
"What if Nathan breaks up with me? What if I just fucked up what could have been possibly a future?"
"Maddie you're being hard on yourself. It was just one time, and it was with a girl. Besides it wasn't even that far. Only a few kisses. Stop stressing and tell him."
"I hope you're right."
"I know I am. Now Skype him."
"Why can't I just text him?"
"Because that makes you look like a pussy. Let him hear it."
Ugh I'm dreading this. I send him a quick message asking if we could Skype and he agrees. A few moments later I hear the ring.
"I'll leave y'all two alone. Imma go get breakfast, call me if you need anything."
"Okay thanks Luna."
I pick up and breathe in.
"Hey Maddie how's you?"
"Nathan I have to tell you something."
"Ya what's wrong."
"Last night, I cheated on you."
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My Somewhat Forbidden Love
Romance"I'm not the dating type. I don't want you falling for me if I can't catch you." He said to me with sad glistening eyes. I ached for him. I needed him. I know he loves me but his past won't let him open this door. Only my heat of innocence can melt...
