A/n: Chapter 69 ;)) ok bye, im childish 8-] ENJOYY!! haha
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Italics is flashbacks
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TW: Swearing
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My silence isn't quiet, my silence isn't empty; it is full of words. Words that I can't say, words that I refuse to say; because everyone always finds a way to twist them, change them, make me seem like someone I am not.
That's why I don't talk anymore, I've been silenced; whatever I say is wrong.
Shut up.
Don't say that, it's embarrassing.
Only a dumbass would say stuff like that.
Don't talk.
But when I don't say anything, they all have a problem with it
Why aren't you talking?
You've been so quiet.
Why even come if you're not gonna say anything; so annoying.
Such a bore.
What should I do, what can I do? If I talk, I'm stupid, dumb, an idiot; if I don't, I'm quiet, annoying, a bore.
Should I shut up, or should I continue? Should I talk, or should I stay quiet? Should I be stupid and keep on speaking, or should I be a bore and stop my chattering?
So I stay silent and alone, alone with my thoughts, loud enough to make me feel like I'm still able to communicate with people; because I'm the only person I can talk to, the only person that wouldn't judge my meaningless words.
My silence isn't quiet, my silence isn't empty; my silence is caused by everything and everyone, and now I'm alone because of it, because of them.
236 words
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I don't talk as much anymore. People have made me quiet. But I can still give my words meaning through short stories, and then I wrote this.
YOU ARE READING
Short Stories :P
RandomBehind these books and words stand a lonely writer with an explosion of thoughts and feelings she is never able to show. Read this book to get an insight on small snippets of my life. ~Editing/checking finished~
