He who must not be Loved. [d.m]

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"I curse you, Y/n. To eternity of misery."

Y/N POV:
I woke up later than usual that. Had to physically pull myself up from my bed before I quickly changed into my robes.

I walked out into the Common Room. Everyone had their eyes glued to me. I furrowed my brows. Nevertheless, I quickly rushed out to the Great Hall so I wouldn't miss the breakfast.

Again, everyone was looking up at me. Especially Harry and his friends. I rolled my eyes, making my way to the table where Theo, Daphne, Pansy and the rest of the Slytherins were sitting. I took a seat beside Pansy as she looked at me in pity. "Ah, hello, Y/n." Daphne said with a little smirk. "Daphne. Don't." Pansy warned, glaring at the blonde.

"Don't what?" I asked. "Oh, Pansy doesn't want me to tell you that I slept with Draco." She said, taking her eyes off of me with the smirk growing on her lips. "What?" I muttered. He slept with Daphne? After everything. Every kiss we shared. The dance we had. The way he comforted me— it was a joke. Every fucking thing was a joke. I hate him. I hate him so much that I wanted to cry. But was he even worth my tears? I loved him so much. I still love him. And he slept with Daphne. He kissed her after telling me several times he had no feelings for her whatsoever. He probably didn't. It was all just to make me jealous. I can't imagine her naked with him. But they did it. I hate him.

"Daphne! What the fuck!?" Pansy yelled before looking back at me. "Y/n, forget about her, are you okay?" She asked, holding my shoulder in sympathy. "No, I'm not okay. I'm going to talk to him." I clenched my jaw, getting off the table. "I wouldn't do that—" Theo said before I cut him off. "I'm going to talk to him." I said again— although it came off more as a statement.

Theo put his hands up in surrender. "Good luck." He sighed. I turned around, storming towards the Common Room before I heard Harry call out to me. "Y/n." I turned back to face him. "Kind of busy at the moment, Harry." I sighed, trying to console my anger. "Are you okay?" He asked with a little sigh. "No, no I'm not okay. You were right, he turned out to be an utter asshole." I said, feeling the tears come back to my eyes. "Y/n.." he sighed, taking a step closer.

"I really did love him, Harry." I muttered with a sob as I hid my face in my hands. Harry walked closer, wrapping his arms around me as I cried on his chest.

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Just like that, I had successfully wasted another day crying about him. And I couldn't even get the strength to confess to him. I heard my dorm door being jolted open. Daphne. "Fuck's sake, Daphne. What more do you want to tell me? Do you want to describe the sex to me?" I yelled at her as she shut the door, glaring at me.

She huffed out a sarcastic laugh, "He moaned your name." She said, her eyes wide as they stared at me. I froze, completely speechless. "What?" Is all I could get out as she fisted her palms. "When we were having sex, he moaned your name. He was thinking of you while we were doing it. Are you happy?" She clenched her jaw. I pursed my lips and couldn't help stop the tint of pink that slowly spread to my cheeks.

"Why are you telling me this?" I sighed, closing my eyes with my hand rubbing my temple. "Because— even with you two distant, you're still all he thinks about. And it's so fucking unfair that everyone loves you. Everyday I think about telling everyone about your secret. And believe me, Y/n. One day I fucking will. One day you will suffer and I will be the reason. As. I will be happy." She spat, taking a deep breath. I remained silent, not knowing what to say.

"I curse you, Y/n. To eternity of misery." She said, ending with a short smile before she stormed out of my room. The door shut with a loud slam, startling me.

I had no idea what to do or what just happened.

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