Almost Is Never Enough || Book I

Chapter 9

Almost Is Never Enough

Chapter 9

Nath kissed you gently. You smiled a little as he continued to kiss you, your lips, forehead, nose. You then started to kiss him back.

"You're so beautiful," he mumbled against your lips, running his hands through your hair. You licked his lips and pushed your tongue into his mouth. You ran your hands down his back, then pulled his neck closer, leaving less space between you two.

"Careful Nath," you whispered as he almost put a hand where your broken ribs were.

"Sorry love, you're just so irresistible," he whispered. He pulled away to leave soft kisses on your stomach, making you shiver and moan.

"Oh...my...god..." You said through ragged breaths.

He knew just how to leave you breathless and wanting more and more. He smirked at you before crashing his lips against yours again. Your tongues fought for dominance as he cupped your face in his hands as you played with his hair. Soon, you started to kiss down his neck, searching for his sweet spot. He let out a large moan as you kissed him at the bottom of his neck, nearing his collarbone. You slowly dragged yourself down to his stomach, and you kissed and licked at the bare skin right around his stomach. He let out several low moans and closed his eyes. You made your way over to his side, sucking on his skin. His breathing was becoming staggered as he went to your collarbone, returning the favor. He pulled you down to kiss you, slowly pulling down your pants and underwear. Not all the way, but leaving an inch of newly exposed skin. He then kissed and licked you there, leaving you panting and moaning.

"Say it," he whispered.

"What?" You managed to say between breaths.

"Say you love me," he whispered huskily. His love and passion for you was almost too much. He returned back to your neck, kissing and sucking, determined to mark you as his.

"I...love...you," you managed to say before he could reach back down to your weak spot. It would've ended up having you two doing something, and you couldn't, not yet anyways.

You pulled his lips up to yours once more, feeling all of the passion you had for each other. Slowly, you broke apart, just looking at each other as you tried to steady your ragged breathing. "You're so beautiful..." He whispered against your lips. It was killing you to not take this any further. Nathan had a little too much passion for you as he made his way down to your thigh and started kissing, slowly moving his lips up.

"N-Nathan," you stuttered. He let out a large, deep moan as you said his name and he continued to move up.

"Nathan, no," you said pulling his head up to yours. He looked hurt when you told him that. "Nathan, it's not that I don't want to....it's just...Jay," you tried to explain.

He looked away from you. He nodded his head, trying to hold back the tears that were welling up in his eyes. You rejected him.

"Oh Nath," you whispered, hugging him. He didn't say anything, he just returned the hug. His head was in the crook of your shoulder, crying. "Nathan...you know how hurt you were when you found out what Jay and I did in the hospital...could you imagine how hurt Jay would be if we took it further?" You whispered.

"Well it's not like you two aren't doing anything tomorrow..." He muttered.

"What?" You questioned him, slightly hurt.

"...nothing." He said.

"Nathan, do you seriously think I would do that to you?" You questioned, tears forming in your eyes.