Almost Is Never Enough || Book I

Chapter 125

Almost Is Never Enough

Chapter 125

The next morning you woke up and groaned, dreading another session with Dr. Sewer. You knew it was Brewer, but you felt like everything he said to you was crap. You got dressed and walked downstairs to breakfast. You saw Vanessa and sat next to her with your tray. "Sleep well last night?" Vanessa asked, trying to make conversation.

"Yeah," you muttered.

"Cheer up! You get your phone call today," she said.

You smiled at her, it made you instantly happy. "Do you know when I can call?" You asked.

"I don't know, ask a nurse. By the way, how'd it go with Dr. Brewer yesterday?" Vanessa asked.

"It sucked," you said plainly.

"Why? Everyone says that he's really nice. They said he helped them a lot," Vanessa said.

"Well he basically said that I was an idiot for loving two people and that it's impossible," you said.

"Did he actually say that? Or was that your impression of what he said?" Vanessa asked.

"My impression," you said.

"Then he's not a bad psychiatrist. Give him a chance. Let him help you or you'll have to stay here longer if you don't cooperate," Vanessa said.

"Fine," you mumbled, and threw your tray away. "I have a dream to tell him about anyways."

"What kind of dream?" Vanessa asked.

You blushed. "It worried me. I fell asleep thinking about how much I love Jay...but the dream was very different." You said.

"What do you mean by different?" Vanessa asked.

"Promise you won't judge me or tell anyone?" You asked.

"Promise," Vanessa said.

You leaned over and whispered, "I had a dream about the night I lost my virginity..."

Vanessa eyes widened. "And can I ask why?"

"I don't know!" You said.

"Who was it with?" She asked.

"It was...with Nathan...I lost my virginity to Nathan," you said awkwardly.

"You did?" She asked.

"Yeah...I did," you said, blushing. "And he didn't even know that I did," you mumbled.

"What?" She asked.

"Nathan didn't know I lost my virginity to him," you repeated.

"How did he not know?" She asked.

"I never told him. He didn't even know until a couple months ago," you said.

"Yeah but couldn't he tell?" She asked.

"Guess not," you shrugged.

"You must've done a good job then," Vanessa laughed.

You blushed. "He didn't go easy either," you joked.

"He must've liked you," Vanessa laughed.

You blushed. "But why would I dream about having sex with Nath?" You asked.

"I don't know. Dreams are pretty fucked up things," Vanessa said. "Maybe your subconscious wants you to go through with my 'fuck Nath hard and then move' plan," she joked, laughing.

You rolled your eyes at her jokingly. She smiled at you. "I don't know about you but I would not mind a threeway with him! Little boy's got game!" She joked, winking.