Almost Is Never Enough || Book I

Chapter 114

Almost Is Never Enough

Chapter 114

Jay was looking for you downstairs. He thought you had come back down, but he hadn't seen you for a couple hours. He decided to go back to Nathan's room.

He opened the door and saw you cuddling with Nath, both fast asleep and looking quite happy with each other. Jay felt a rush of jealousy rage through him and he left the room, going back downstairs.

"Did you find her?" Siva asked casually.

"Yeah. I did," Jay said, grabbing a beer out of the fridge and taking a long swig of it.

"Where is she?" Siva asked.

"Upstairs, asleep and cuddling with Nathan," Jay said bitterly.

"Jay..." Siva frowned.

"No it's fine. They're perfectly happy sleeping in each other's arms." He spat bitterly.

"Jay, stop it," Siva said.

Jay just rolled his eyes at him. "You trust her? Then it shouldn't be a problem. There probably wasn't anything going on," Siva said.

"Oh definitely. Not like they kissed," he muttered.

"Jay, stop it. Do you even trust her anymore?" Siva asked.

"I trust her, not him." He mumbled.

"What the hell Jay?! You've known him for five years and you don't even trust him? The guy who's supposed to be one of your best mates?!" Siva said.

"I don't trust him around her! He was fully sober and he let her have sex with him!" Jay said.

"They didn't though! You know that!" Siva said.

"She gave him a blowjob! That's not much better!" Jay said.

"Jay...I know you don't want to trust him, you have some good reasons not to, but have faith in them. If you don't trust him, at least trust her. She wouldn't do that to you if she was sober," Siva said.

"But she wasn't sober. And he was. And he let her! He might've gone all the way!" He said.

"They didn't. So stop saying that," Siva said.

"Seev, if he was drunk too they would've fucked," Jay mumbled.

"You don't know that though. There could've been something that would make her stop. That something would be you," Siva said.

"I really doubt it. She was PISSED off her arse that night." He said, "and from what I've heard she wanted to go further."

"And where did you hear that?" Siva asked.

"Nath told Max, and Max told me." Jay said simply.

"Oh..." Siva said.

"Yeah. I can't believe she gave him a blowjob. She doesn't like doing that, unless she's really in the mood!" Jay mumbled.

"Jay, you have to take into consideration that she was drunk," Siva said.

"So? She gave my bestfriend and her ex a blowjob." Jay said.

"I get that you're hurt, trust me, I do. Just please, for her sake, don't bring it up or what they're doing now to either of them. It's just going to start a fight," Siva said.

"Fine whatever. I'll just watch some TV while they're making love or whatever," he said.

"Jay, stop it. You're creating a bigger problem than there really is," Siva warned. Jay just sighed and sat on the couch dejectedly.