Almost Is Never Enough || Book I

Chapter 25

Almost Is Never Enough

Chapter 25

"You seem extremely happy today, Nath," you said, picking out your clothes.

"It's you," he said, moving closer. "You make me insanely happy."

"Aww Nath," you said going over to him and pecking him on the lips. He had other intentions and pulled you back for more, running his hands through your hair. You broke apart from him, just to look into his dazzling green eyes. You then caressed his cheek and pulled him back in to kiss you. He wrapped his arms around your waist, pulling you closer. You moved your hands into his brown hair as you deepened the kiss, sliding your tongue into his mouth. He pushed you against the wall as you wrapped a leg around his waist. He licked your lips before pushing his tongue in again. You moved your hands down lower, closer to his butt. You smirked as he moaned slightly when you squeezed it. He then whispered through his moans, "I love you."

"I love you too," you whispered, slipping your hands on the inside of the waistband of his jeans. He moaned from the cool touch of your hands on his skin. He then slid his hands up your shirt. You let out a low moan at his cold touch, your breathing hitching as his hands climbed up your shirt.

"Nathan..." You whispered as he went even further. He kissed your lips for a second, stopping your moan from escaping.

"I want to show you how much I've missed you," he whispered in a raspy voice.

"But Nathan...we have to get ready..." You whispered hoarsely.

"So?" He replied, unclasping your bra and returning his hands back to their prior position. You kissed him again, before he went even further. "Mmmm," he moaned.

You were panting fast, leaning against the wall and clutching on his clothes for support. He pulled off your shirt and then unbuttoned your shorts. "Nathan..." You whispered through your moans.

"Shhh babe, it'll be quick," he said, pulling your shorts off along with your underwear. You felt a little uneasy about this. If he was going to have you, it shouldn't be there, it didn't feel right.

"Nathan," You said more sternly, pulling away from him. "I can't do this!" You shoved him off of you, tears flooding in your eyes.

"W-what do you mean?" He asked, obviously hurt. You looked at him, slightly furious but mostly hurt. You grabbed your shirt and shorts off the floor and put them on quickly.

"You don't get it do you? You're gone for one day, come back, then want to have sex with me really fast before we go out to dinner with everyone? I'm not doing this!" You yelled, looking through your clothes and picking out a dark blue cocktail dress.

"I don't mean it to be like a sex pest thing," Nathan said, really hurt. "I just missed you and love you so much that I wanted to get intimate with you to show you my love. I'm so sorry, babe." He said as a traitor tear escaped his eye.

"But to do it now? They're all waiting for us downstairs." You said, slipping on the dress.

"I-I'm sorry love. I was just in the moment," he said, as a couple more tears fell from his face.

"That's no excuse," you whispered, a traitor tear escaping your eye as you quickly brushed it away.

"I-I'm sorry, I obviously don't deserve to be with you," he said as a steady flow of tears fell from his eyes. He turned on his heel and ran away. You slid down the wall behind you and let out a few tears.

"I-I shouldn't have let him take it farther," you whispered, mostly to yourself.

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Once Nathan reached his bedroom, he banged his head against the wall in frustration. "I shouldn't have taken it farther," he whispered. He began throwing things across the room in frustration. He threw a beer bottle and once it shattered, Max and Jay ran up into his room.