Double Down Demons (A Ghost Adventures/Zak Bagans Story)

Chapter 65: Sweet release of a deep connection

"I'm sorry, I'm so so sorry." Zak cries into my neck as we rock to comfort each other.

"Hush, its ok Zak, it wasn't you, its ok truly." I try to calm him.

"But I let it take over, I couldn't stop it." He sounds so distraught and I don't know if my heart can take it.

"You have been so strong for so long, you are not invincible! Its not your fault Zak, please believe me. I am just glad you had the strength to come back. I was so scared that I had lost you." I feel sick at the thought and hold him tighter.

"But those things I said, I could see how much I was hurting you and it was killing me but I couldn't stop it sweetie, I tried I really did! It was horrible I never want to hurt you like that!"

"I know you wouldn't ever do that, that's how I knew it wasn't you. My Beastly Bagans, my wolfman he'd never be that cruel. It wasn't you." I stroke his hair and kiss his wet face. "Shhh I'm still here, I'm not going anywhere, nearly losing you like that was unbearable." I can't let go of him as I need the reassurance that he is really there, that he is really ok.

"I'm not going anywhere." He whispers as if he read my thoughts. He takes my face in his hands making me look him in the eye and brings his lips tentatively to mine. Warmth spreads through me emanating from where our mouths meet, our lips moulding to fit snugly together, mashing sensuously as our nerves simultaneously fire shocks of pleasure.

We are both exhausted but are so desperate to be reassured that our kiss slowly becomes more. Our tongues entwine and dance passionately as Zak lifts me with ease and lays me gently on the bed. We undress each other slowly, taking our time to explore every inch of each other. I run my hands over his defined shoulders and back, I trace the lines of his pecs with my fingertips making him shiver at my touch. He lowers his head to my breasts and takes one of the sensitive tips into his mouth, suckling and nibbling sending shock waves to my core. He moves back up my body following my jawline with soft kisses before finding my mouth once again. I moan as I reach down and take his hot length into my hand. I stroke him rhythmically, eliciting a sigh from his lips as he grows harder pressing against my strokes. His own fingers slide down my body caressing my curves as he moves closer to my sex. Before my thoughts have time to catch up his fingers probe my core and quickly find my most sensitive spot. He expertly strokes and dips his fingers making my breath quicken and I bite his lip in response to the pleasure he is giving me. Zak looks down at me with hooded eyes and a genuine smile of lust and love plays across his swollen lips. I run my fingers over his face and trace his mouth before I draw his lips back to mine. As we kiss Zak shifts his body so he fits into the cradle of my thighs. He probes my entrance with his hardness making me mewl in anticipation. He enters me agonisingly slow, pushing until he is buried deep inside me. He holds still for what seems like forever until I can't wait any longer and grind against him. I feel him smile against my mouth as he slowly withdraws and I sigh deeply. He makes love to me slowly, pumping his body in a long slow rhythm that makes the pressure in me build and build. We meet each other's eyes and hold our gaze as he increases the tempo and our breathing hastens to match, I continue grinding my hips adding any friction I possibly can. I run my nails down the length of his back and over his taught behind and pull him into me begging with my eyes for the sweet release that his body was promising mine. It is his turn to take my bottom lip between his teeth and I cry out in lust. He is thrusting into me deep and fast and I find myself on the edge of the precipice ready to free fall. With one last deep thrust he releases his own torrent of pleasure with a loud growl. It was all I needed to push me over the edge. I lift my hips to meet his as I fall into the abyss with a guttural moan of my on. His arms give and he falls against me and I crush him to my chest as I rock my hips back and forth beneath him riding each wave of pleasure to the fullest. I finally fall limp beneath him and pant into his neck as he breaths heavily into my ear. He rolls off of me but pulls me with him so I lay on my stomach my head resting on his chest listening as his rapid heartbeat begins to slow. I sigh contentedly as I trace the visible veins in his arm. He makes me smile as I feel him lean down and kiss the top of my head and brushes my hair back from my shoulders and neck,

"I love you Tracy." He whispers and my smile becomes a grin, I lift my head and I am so happy to see the return of his smokey ocean eyes that I love so dearly.

"I love you too Zak." And I kiss him softly as he holds me tightly to him.