I woke up in a panic rubbing my eyes as I looked around the room letting my eyes adjust to the bright light coming threw my window. I was breathing heavy as if I woke up from a nightmare but I don't remember my dreams from the night so I ignored it. I glanced around the room to notice I wasn't in my bed room but instead I was laying on the floor in my living room.
It also didn't take me long to feel a pinging headache and the ringing in my ears. My eyes could barely stay open as I sit up scooting my body so I was resting against the couch, feeling my joints ache as I did so.
I tried to remember the events from the day before but they were foggy, I rubbed my temples startled when I heard a loud strong knock on my front door. There was only one person it could be so I took my time in getting up. I gripped the couch trying to get my body off of the floor sighed when I stood up already having to take a break and catch my breath.
I groaned when the person on the other side knocked again causing me to walk over to the door and swing it open. It was obviously my aunt so I moved out of the door frame so she could enter, her business women appearance contrasted against my messed up state of an apartment.
« Ah Jimin,, you kinda look like shit don't you? » She looked down at the ground as she tried to walk into the living room, kicking cans and burnt out cigarettes out of her way so she could sit on the tattered couch.
« Wow at least your eyes work » I huffed following her and taking a seat on the floor around the spot I woke up just moments before.
« Anyway I'm here to tell you that we got you a spot, you will be leaving tomorrow for the clinic » She opened her stupid black folder which she would always take with her that held important papers and worksheets for her patients.
« Wait did you say tomorrow?!? » She glanced up at me and nodded as if I was a fucking crazy person, but why so soon? It's not like I'm going to die now.
« We want to get you in there now rather than later since you are at risk of death if you loose any more weight. » I rolled my eyes not believing her one bit but taking her word for it as I stopped talking and watched her write some notes down.
« So he needs to,,, » She mumbled to herself trailing off until she wasn't speaking anymore.
While she was off in her own little world I got up feeling extremely dizzy as I stumbled my way into the kitchen where I grabbed a can of beer from the fridge and headed back where my aunt was sitting in the same position. I cracked open the can getting her attention, which she glanced up briefly at me shaking her head and continued to write whatever she was writing.
« You want one? or are you a fucking prude? » I laugh watching her shake her head as I took a sip of the cold beer, feeling the cold liquid run down my throat and to my stomach.
« Don't say such silly things and take this page, it shows you the things you are not allowed to take with you ie. razors, phone all of that is in this list. Take it and pack and I'll be here tomorrow with the car » She stood up holding a piece of paper in front of me, I took the page looking up and down before tossing it onto of all the empty cans of beers on the coffee table.
« you wont be able to drink or smoke so I would suggest you clean up your act now. » I scoffed at her words nodding just to get her out so I could go back to sleep but she opened her folder once again.
« So make sure you pack and not the things on that list or it will get messy, I'll go now. » I nod with a sigh walking her to the door so I could lock it behind her.
She opened the door and looked back at me with sad eyes, she leaned towards me which freaked me out at first but she just hugged me, rubbing my back. I could feel some tears against my skin before she pulled away showing her teared up eyes. She nods and smiled weakly at me before walking away not saying anything more. I shake my head locking the door and walking back into the living room grabbing the stupid paper.
« Yeah whatever » I threw the paper on the floor before grabbing the can of beer I got moments before and took a big sip.
I brought the can away from my lips and looked down at the can squeezing it and throwing it against the wall.
« Just try » I tell myself.
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30 minute rule || Yoonmin
Fanfiction"Your dick's small." Park Jimin is the depressed teen who was forced into a clinic with suicidal thoughts constantly surrounding him an eating disorder closely following. His mind was a battle field and the 30 minute bathroom rule was pissing him of...
