« Babe I know that I shouldn't be asking this but are you okay? You didn't eat anything this morning and you were so adamant on making lunch, you only act like this when... you know. » The two were sitting across from each other at the dining room table. Yoongi was afraid to ask if he was doing okay because he didn't want Jimin to start freaking out or saying things he didn't mean but he needed to know, they were getting married soon and he needed his future husband to be okay and healthy.
« I'm fine, it's just I want to good for our wedding, like lose a couple pounds? Eating less is the only thing that works. » Jimin shrugged, he knew the truth would eventually come out so he said what was going on. Everyone wants to look good for their wedding and plus if he loses weight he will look so good in the suit he picked out or that's what he thought anyway.
« Babe you don't need to lose weight, you're perfect just like this and I don't want you to relapse because you want to lose weight like this. » Yoongi shook his head, Jimin didn't even look up; he felt embarrassed and ashamed that he had to go back to eating less just to look good for their wedding.
« Let me do this, this is the only way I will feel good about myself. » Yoongi just shook his head. He couldn't support this, he couldn't just go along and watch Jimin on the verge of relapsing, that wasn't what he was supposed to do as the significant other.
« Jimin, I can't watch you do this to yourself again, I won't and I will not let you slip. » Yoongi continued to shake his head but at this point Jimin was getting annoyed, he understood that Yoongi was just looking out for him but he wanted to lose weight for their wedding. A lot of people do it so why couldn't he?
« Everyone loses weight before their wedding and you're going to tell me that I can't? What is that all about? » He just didn't understand and Yoongi looked down at his plate of food. He wanted to make Jimin understand but he just didn't know if he could.
« Not like this, they may eat healthier but they don't try to eat less, I just want to look out for you okay? I love you and I can't see you go through this again. » Jimin was kind of getting annoyed but he knew Yoongi loved him and just cared for him. He wanted to do this, eating healthy doesn't help him lose weight so this was the only way he knew how.
« I know you care about me Yoon, just let me do this, let me be happy. » Jimin stood up, this whole time he was sitting at the table he ate maybe two bites but he was done with this conversation. He just walked away towards their bedroom, he just needed to lay down a little bit. He didn't want to start yelling because he knew deep down that what he was doing was wrong and he knew eventually he would get back into his old habits and that did scare him.
Yoongi just sat there taking a deep breath, what was he going to do? He felt powerless in this moment, he would have to just let Jimin do this until he falls apart and asks for help. He just sat there for a couple minutes trying to think about what to do, there wasn't much he could do and he really didn't want to raise his voice.
Jimin just stayed in the bedroom for the rest of the day and Yoongi just cleaned up the house a little bit not trying to disturb Jimin since he already messed up and he doesn't want to make it worse. He was wiping down the dining room table when he heard the bedroom door open revealing Jimin looking tired and looking like he just stopped crying which made Yoongi worried as he just looked at him.
« I'm sorry, I know you just want to help but when I get into my own mindset then it's hard for me to get out of it. » Jimin just walked closer to Yoongi, he set down the rag he was using to just look at Jimin, there were dry tears on his cheeks and some fresh tears in his eyes.
« It's okay, I love you and I really care about you. We are getting married next week and I know things are kind of stressful right now but just know that I'm here for you. » Jimin just nodded, he knew what he was doing was wrong however once he started he can't stop and he's afraid he will be stuck in this relapse forever.
« I know you are but I just don't know how to appreciate your help because in the past if someone was trying to help me then it was a bad thing and I might still think that way but I do want your help. » Jimin was tired of getting mad when people try to help and he just wants Yoongi to know that he likes the help but might not show it sometimes which Yoongi did understand.
« Okay, well let's cool off okay? Let's go make some hot chocolate and just not think about anything for the rest of the night, tomorrow will be a new day. » Yoongi held out his hand for Jimin to take which he did with a smile.
« Can we also make cookies? » Yoongi didn't want Jimin to push himself however he didn't want to bring up their conversation again so he just nodded and he led the younger into the kitchen where they could make their cookies and just not think for the rest of the night.
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30 minute rule || Yoonmin
Fanfiction"Your dick's small." Park Jimin is the depressed teen who was forced into a clinic with suicidal thoughts constantly surrounding him an eating disorder closely following. His mind was a battle field and the 30 minute bathroom rule was pissing him of...
