The next couple days went by slow, Yoongi would go to work then come home to an empty apartment. He hasn't even heard from Jin, he didn't even know where the older was staying but he knew he probably wasn't going to be coming back anytime soon. This of course broke his heart, his best friend didn't want to see him anymore.
As for Jimin he would wake up go through his long day, eat a small portion of food before cuddling Yoongi for what seemed like five minutes. The nights were short but at least he got some time with his boyfriend.
Jimin knew today wasn't a good day for the older as soon as he laid eyes on him. He had dark circles under his eyes and it was obvious that he hadn't gotten a good nights rest. He also walked very slow, this just added more worry to Jimin as he couldn't keep his eyes off of him. He was afraid Yoongi would collapse from exhaustion.
Yoongi knew he looked like shit. He stayed up the whole night writing two different essays on two didn't mental illnesses since the last one he turned in wasn't good enough. He got zero hours of sleep but it's not like he could just call in sick, one of the reasons he's pushing threw this day was for Jimin.
It was truly a miracle that Yoongi made it threw the day without passing out from exhaustion and starvation. Every time he felt felt like collapsing he imagined cuddling with Jimin and kissing his lips.
When the day finally came to an end Yoongi waited, he just stood in the staff room by his locker. He wanted every one gone, he also made sure to look around every once in a while for Dr. Su but she was no where to be found. He was glad because she always tried something with him. Something that he's not into, he doesn't want to go on a date with a cougar. It's not his style and besides he's gay and in love but not like she knows that.
So once everyone left for the night he made a break for it. he sighed out a big relief when he managed to enter the room without being caught. He never had gotten caught but it was always a thought in his head, what would happen if he did? Would he get fired without a second thought? Or would he get a warning and having someone keep an eye on him? The second option seemed to be the more realistic answer, Yoongi was one of the best staff members in the clinic so of course he couldn't get fired.
Jimin was sitting in his bed with his legs under the covers and his hands in his lap.
« Yoonie. » Jimin kept his voice down but that didn't stop the smile that grew on his lips.
« Jiminie. » Yoongi responded walking over and climbing into the bed right in front of Jimin since there wasn't enough room for him to sit next to him. He crossed his legs seeing Jimin doing the same yet his legs were tucked under the covers.
« Are you okay? You look terrible. » Jimin reached his hands out cupping the older's cheeks with both of his small hands. He ran his thumbs over the bags under his eyes and he looked down at his lips which were bitten red.
« I'm fine now that I'm with you. » He made himself cringe with his own words but it made the younger's heart melt. It was really cringy but it was true.
« Seriously Babe. Have you been getting enough sleep? » Jimin was generally worried for his boyfriend, Yoongi was the one who needed to be the okay one. The one who keeps the relationship steady when Jimin starts thinking different. The rock who keeps Jimin grounded.
« I haven't really had enough time, with school and this full time job. It's hard to get everything done and eat three meals a day AND get enough sleep. » he was so sleep deprived that tears were pooling in his eyes. He just wanted to sleep and forget about all this shit he has to do. He didn't want to cry and become weak in front of the boy who he's suppose to be taking care of. This is not what he planned to happen.
« Yoonie, why don't you ask Dr. Lee for a shorter shift? » Jimin didn't understand why Yoongi now has to keep this job. He was about to get another job on the weekends.
« I need the money Jimin. Jin left and I don't know if he will ever come back. » With this realization he really started to cry. He was scared he'd loose this job, the only job that he has wanted. He would loose Jimin and everything he has worked for. He'd loose his apartment, fail school. Everything was built on top of one another. If he looses one thing he looses all the others, it was all too much.
« Come here. » Jimin held out his arms watching the older lean forwards slowly. He pressed his chest against Jimin's chest, his arms wrapping around his waist.
« It's going to be okay. I promise you. » it wasn't like Jimin could do anything. He felt bad enough that they were risking his boyfriend's job just to see each other.
It didn't take long for sobs to come out of Yoongi. This made Jimin realize how broken Yoongi really was, how he has problems of his own that he needs to work on. They didn't do much cuddling in the time Yoongi was there with him. Jimin didn't mind because he got to comfort the older and make him feel better.
They knew they had to leave each other so Yoongi leaned back wiping his eyes and tears off of his cheeks. They said nothing in this moment but they both knew they wanted and needed a kiss. They didn't need words, they both just leaned forward. They stayed silent when they pulled back as well staring into each other's eyes.
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30 minute rule || Yoonmin
Fanfic"Your dick's small." Park Jimin is the depressed teen who was forced into a clinic with suicidal thoughts constantly surrounding him an eating disorder closely following. His mind was a battle field and the 30 minute bathroom rule was pissing him of...
