The couple had to leave the room as breakfast was about to start. Yoongi walked Jimin up to help him get some food seeing as Jimin didn't feel strong enough to get it himself. Yoongi had also helped Jimin get dressed back into some black sweat pants which had white strips on the sides as well as black sweatshirt that had some writing in white on the front. Dr. Sung; the doctor who was suppose to make sure he kept on track was no where to be found. Jimin looked every where for him but it got to the point he just had to sit somewhere.
Normally Dr. Sung would meet him at the end of the food line but when him and Yoongi got to the end there was no one. Yoongi felt bad because it looked like Jimin was upset which he was, Jimin was very upset to not see the doctor who was helping him escape this hell. So instead of leaving Jimin with his food alone he sat down across from him leaving a confused expression on Jimin's face.
« What are you doing? » Jimin questioned tilting his head to the side like a small little puppy as Yoongi looked around the room to see if he could spot the staff member that was suppose to be with Jimin but failed.
« Well I don't see Dr. Sung and you just had a panic attack, I'm also your boyfriend so I worry about you. » Jimin giggled looking down at the small little cup of cooked carrots as Yoongi just stared and wondered why Jimin was so cute. However Jimin was worried someone like Dr. Su would see them together and get them both in trouble.
« He might be late. » The younger shrugged however this caused Yoongi to pout, it just made him think Jimin would be happier if Dr. Sung was with him instead.
« Do you not like spending time with me? » He was pretending to be hurt but he did feel a little bit upset. He wanted Jimin to at least act like he was having a good time.
« I literally told you I loved you not even ten minutes ago and now you think I want to be with someone else. » Jimin was now frowning as he waited for Yoongi to talk. How could Yoongi think he didn't love him.
« I'm sorry I'm just not used to you being with Dr. Sung, I thought that if you wanted help you'd choose me but that's okay. » Yoongi was done pretending to be hurt, right now he was hurt because he wanted to be the one helping Jimin.
« I can't choose you because It's hard to be around you. » Jimin felt embarrassed he even had to talk to Yoongi about this. He had his reasoning but his cheeks flared pink at the thought of explaining.
« What do you mean? »
« You're my boyfriend, if you were in Dr. Sung's place then you wouldn't be helping me get better. We would just talk about kissing each other and making me feel things. » the blush across Jimin's face deepens as he thinks about the things he wanted Yoongi to do. Of course he just want Yoongi to kiss his cheeks and lips but what if he wanted more.
« Kissing each other, damn you're so fucking cute. » Yoongi made sure to keep his voice down because he did not want people to over hear what they were talking about. Especially since he could get in a load of trouble.
« See we're doing it now. Dr. Sung talks me through this and helps me feel better about feeling full, I'm sorry. » Jimin stared down at his full plate. Usually by this time he would of at least tried everything on the plate but hasn't gone that far today at all with Yoongi.
« I know, I'm not the right one for this job but may I ask why you want to get better? Do you have a boyfriend out of this clinic? » Yoongi was joking and Jimin knew that but both of them had silly smile on their faces.
« Yeah actually I do, I was thinking about getting better, leaving the clinic, and maybe if he's up for it I can move in with him. Get away from my smoke and alcohol drenched apartment. » Jimin giggled but Yoongi tilted his head, he didn't know Jimin smoked and drank but it's not surprising to see someone with an eating disorder do those sorts of things.
« Really? I bet he would love for you to move in. » Yoongi kept the joke going, he liked the idea of Jimin moving in with him. Being able to spend more time with each other. Spend every waking moment in each other's gazes.
« We haven't even been dating for long so I thought it was too soon. »
« Of course he would want you to move in, especially after the shit going on at home. » Yoongi didn't want to let that slip. He didn't want Jimin to know about his struggles outside the clinic but it just spewed out of his mouth.
« Wait what? What's going on at home? » Jimin was to break the fun little game they were doing because now he was worried which was what Yoongi was afraid of.
« Nothing forget I said that I'm dumb. » he got all serious. He looked down at the table where his hands were clasped in front of him.
« No baby what's going on at home? » Jimin never called Yoongi baby but in this situation he felt like he had to. The older made himself seem vulnerable which in this current moment he was.
« My roommate left me and I'm scared, I don't know if I'll loose the apartment, I don't know anything. » he kept speaking, if he could he would stop himself but something in his brain to him to tell his boyfriend.
« Now I really want to get out of here I'll get out, find a job, and help you keep the apartment. I'll even learn how to cook for you because I know for a fact that you don't eat. » now Jimin was saying too much, Yoongi didn't want that. He wanted to be the one providing for Jimin.
« No please don't think you have to get a job, and I'll be the one cooking for you. » He shook his head.
« I'll get better, for you. » he was already getting better for Yoongi but now he was going to try extra hard.
« No get better for yourself. » Jimin just nodded because he knew it was all about Yoongi no matter what he'd say.
« I love you. »
« I love you more. »
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30 minute rule || Yoonmin
Fanfiction"Your dick's small." Park Jimin is the depressed teen who was forced into a clinic with suicidal thoughts constantly surrounding him an eating disorder closely following. His mind was a battle field and the 30 minute bathroom rule was pissing him of...
