Jimin didn't get any sleep at all, he was really nervous to talk to Dr. Lee later that day about this program but he knew Yoongi would be in the room so he wasn't as nervous as he would be because Yoongi calms him down just by being near him.
He got thirty minutes of sleep the whole night but when he woke up and opened his eyes he felt pretty energized and ready for this meeting that could change his life hopefully for the better as this would be a huge change in his life and could change him to be a better person.
He got dressed into some plain black sweats and a long sleeve black shirt. He noticed that all his clothes were dark colors and that now he wished he had some color in his wardrobe but then he remembered what he was like when he got into the clinic. How he used to drink beer and smoke cigarettes and sleep on his couch after days of starving himself. How he used to be so emotionless and hated everything about life and now he cried easier and wanted more pastel colors in his wardrobe. He changed so much and he wasn't the only one who noticed this change, Yoongi had also noticed this huge change and he was the main reason for this change.
Also when he first got into the clinic he couldn't wait to get back to his life again, to be able to drink and smoke whenever and now he doesn't want that at all. He wants to live with Yoongi in his clean place that isn't filled with beer bottles and the ends of cigarettes. He couldn't wait to start this new life with his boyfriend and become an even better person and that all starts with this meeting with Dr. Lee.
Once he walked out of his room everyone was filing into the cafeteria for vital check which might be his last one but he doesn't want to get his hopes up in fear that he will jinx it and have to stay forever which was now his biggest fear.
He entered the big room where everyone was sitting waiting, they looked tired and disheveled but he was awake even though he got barley any sleep at all. When he walked fully into the room he saw Yoongi and Dr. Lee both standing together and talking, Yoongi looks like he has gotten a lot of sleep even though Jimin isn't stupid and knows everything about the older and knows that he probably got maybe one hour of sleep.
Jimin bit his lip at how handsome Yoongi was looking, he was in the normal uniform that all the staff members had to follow, purple shirt and black dress pants but it was just the way Yoongi wore a silk button down shirt with a collar. He had no idea why he looked so hot but his chest was looking more prominent like he was eating like he was suppose to be and it made Jimin really happy because he also noticed how fluffy his cheeks looked and wanted to squish them but he knew he had to keep his eyes on the prize.
He kept his eyes on Yoongi as he walked over to them knowing that this vital check could decide whether or not that he is right for this program and he was afraid because he didn't know if he was on track with his food intake and that was enough to make him freak out a little.
« Park Jimin good morning. » Dr. Lee was the first one to talk and Jimin tried not to look at Yoongi often because he didn't want to draw too much attention to the relationship that the two shared and he was afraid he could notice just by the simple glances.
« Good morning. » He had to take a deep breath in order to get the words out, he was just so nervous about today and what would be said because he really needs this, needs to get out.
« Are you nervous? » Dr. Lee asked, Yoongi tried not to open his mouth to talk because he was afraid of accidentally revealing something that he shouldn't.
« Of course, I mean this is something I really want and I would do anything for this program. » Yoongi smiled knowing that this was the turning point in his boyfriends life and he was really proud of him no matter what.
« Well let's get your vitals checked and we can start this talk. » Dr. Lee was the first one to walk towards one of the two rooms. Jimin followed him and Yoongi was the last one who followed after Jimin so he could hold Jimin's waist for a couple seconds almost to tell him that he was there no matter what what happened in the meeting.
« You know the drill, shoes and clothes off. » Dr. Lee went of to the wall to grab the sheet where he could write down Jimin's progress if any and for Yoongi he sat on a chair in the corner not wanting to make the younger nervous in any way.
Jimin had to take a deep breath before doing anything, he has never really took his clothes off in front of Yoongi before and he couldn't help but feel a bit nervous.
After he took off his clothes and set them down on the small stool near the scale he looked across the room to Yoongi knowing he must be disappointed with the way he looks. His ribs aren't showing as much anymore and he hated that, his thighs touched a little and he just wanted to get this over with because he hated the way he looked so much and now Yoongi had to see him.
« Alright go ahead and step up. » With the help of the doctor he stepped on the scale while closing his eyes afraid that he would see the number on the scale, afraid that he'd have a panic attack.
« Okay you're all good, go ahead and step off get dressed and I'll see you in my office. » He finished up writing on the clipboard nodded his head with and smile and left the room leaving Jimin and Yoongi alone in silence.
It was silent for a little while and Jimin refused to look back to his boyfriend in fear that he was judging him but in reality he wasn't. He quickly put his clothes back on and just stood there after he tied his shoes wanting to just cry at the fact Yoongi had to see him without clothes on, see him when he doesn't feel the best about his body.
He got startled when he felt two hands touch his waist, he was expecting to be told how ugly he was and how he was getting fat now but he didn't expect Yoongi, who was holding onto his waist to kiss his shoulder then the nape of his neck.
« You're beautiful. » Yoongi whispered into Jimin's ear feeling Jimin tense up in his touch and his words.
Jimin didn't say anything but let tears build in his eyes as Yoongi rocked both of their bodies back and forth.
« Let's go baby, you're almost out of here. » He reached around and kissed Jimin's cheek softly before walking towards the door reaching his arm back behind him so that the younger could grab it which he did before they had to let go and go into Dr. Lee's office.
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30 minute rule || Yoonmin
Fanfiction"Your dick's small." Park Jimin is the depressed teen who was forced into a clinic with suicidal thoughts constantly surrounding him an eating disorder closely following. His mind was a battle field and the 30 minute bathroom rule was pissing him of...
