The next day at work Yoongi asked Ha-na if she and her wife could come over for dinner on Saturday, she agreed however he would need to fix things again with Jimin. The day before they kind of had a small fight he didn't even know what it was. He just knew Jimin was upset for mentioning Min-Ju and it was just a whole mess he needed to clean up. They slept in the same bed so Jimin couldn't be that mad but had his back to the older the whole night no cuddling happened and that made him worry a little.
Ha-na could see that Yoongi wasn't in the right mindset during work so before the two left she made sure to get him in the staff room to ask if he was okay. She was now going to be his friend and she saw her friend hurting it was just the type of person she was, once she decides who will be her friend she then needs to make sure they are okay and know when they are lying.
« Hey boy, you walked too fast. I need to talk to you. » He didn't want to talk so he tried to hurry and grab his stuff before he raced out to get back to Jimin.
« If you're going to ask how I'm doing then I'm fine I just need to get back to Jimin. » He didn't look back at her and grabbed his stuff, putting his jacket on and swinging his bag over his shoulder. He tried to walk over towards the door but Ha-na was quick to grab his arm pulling him over to her locker.
« I'm your friend now so if you need to talk I'm here for you. » She then grabbed her own stuff so that she could leave, it was obvious that Yoongi didn't really have friends and she wanted him to know that she was here for him.
« I said some things yesterday to Jimin that I shouldn't have said and now I have to make it up to him. » He looked over to Ha-na who was grabbing her phone and putting it in her purse, closing her locker door facing him when he ended his sentence.
« Are you going to do the whole, flowers, going out to eat then come back home to sex it up? » She laughed, patting his shoulder when she walked past him looking back to see if they were going to walk out together.
« We aren't the flowers going out to eat type. » If she only knew what he and Jimin do everyday then she would understand how hard it was to apologize and why he has to apologize anyway.
« But you're the sex type? hmm good to know. » She winked at him, smirking he rolled his eyes as they both walked closer to the door before he stopped.
« You just don't know about Jimin, it's sometimes hard to say the right thing around him you know? I mess up a lot and it's hard to face the fact that I hurt him over and over again. » He shook his head he didn't want to tell her why it was hard to say the right thing there was just so much about their past that affects their conversations.
« You just got to keep apologizing then, and stop fucking up. You're lucky he sticks around, you better be careful, he might leave. » She was right, if the two keep fighting then who knows how long Jimin will stay, who knows how much more of the fights he could take before he falls out of love and walks away Yoongi knew that deep down but didn't want to believe it.
« Yeah well this is going to be the last time I fuck up because I can't lose him and if I do I don't know what I'd do. » He sounds so desperate but it was true he can't lose Jimin, he already drove his roomate away he can't lose his boyfriend.
« Make things right and everything will be okay, I'll see you on saturday. » She waved at him and patted him on the shoulder bidding a goodbye before leaving him alone in the staff room to think about what he was going to do.
He didn't want her to be right, but he knew that if they kept fighting then one day he would wake up and Jimin would be gone. He will lose him for maybe ever and that was something he couldn't handle. Him and Jimin weren't the giving flowers, going out for dinner type of couple but he needed to try and get Jimin to forgive him and tell him that this will never happen again.
He went to the store on his way home, he picked up some white roses and some wine. He picked up a teddy bear and some chocolate, he knew the candy wasn't a good idea but that was what normal boyfriends got when they fucked up one too many times and he was willing to try.
When he got home he didn't see Jimin so he set down the stuff he bought except the flowers. He didn't know what type of flowers he liked so he hoped that the white roses were good enough. He walked down the hall and opened the door to the couples bedroom, Jimin was there sitting on the bed reading his book.
« Welcome ho- » He stopped what he was saying when he looked up to see Yoongi standing in the doorway with white roses in his hand. He was confused so he set his book down and swung his legs over the edge of the bed tilting his head in confusion.
« I keep saying the wrong thing, I need to apologize and I'm going to do it in a normal stupid boyfriend way. » Yoongi smiled and Jimin was still confused, Yoongi never got him flowers so this was weird. He held out his hand for the younger to take which he did, hesitant and confused.
« I'm not mad at you, well I should be because the things you said last night hurt me however I love you and sometimes I need to forget about certain people who left me with no answers and I know there are people out there who won't and so in the end I am the one who needs to apologize. » He held Yoongi's hand while taking the flowers. He had the whole night to understand what Yoongi was saying, the two walked out down the hall into the living room and the older walked to where he put the other stuff he bought, pulling out the teddy bear and the chocolates.
« Another normal boyfriend apology, I'm also going to make dinner for the two of us, not from the folder. I just want us for one night to be a normal couple who doesn't have any problems and who love each other. » He hands the bear and candy over to the younger watching him smile as Jimin looks down at the brown bear holding a red heart with the words 'I love you' on it.
« We aren't a normal couple, we never will be. I will always suffer and I will always have a problem with food no matter what so whatever you are trying to do it won't work. » He didn't want Yoongi to try and fix him when he knew that he would never escape this disorder no matter what he did, the voice in his head would never leave.
« You will only suffer if you think about it if you listen to that voice but you won't always suffer and I'm here to distract you from that voice. » Yoongi walked closer gently placing the palm of his hand on the younger's cheek looking into his eyes.
« You're always here to protect me huh? » He bit his lip in response.
« I love you, I won't let you tear yourself down. »
« I just don't want you to hurt from watching me fade away. » He gulped, it was true he knew that he was going to end up hurting Yoongi.
« You aren't fading away and if you go down that dark path again I will get you on the right path, it's going to be hard to scare me away. » He smirked leaning forward to kiss Jimin's lips softly.
« Thank you for the flowers, the cute bear and the chocolate. »
« Don't thank me, I love you now let's get those in a vase and you get into something... sexy and let's make some dinner. » He grabbed the roses from his hands, winking before walking into the kitchen, Jimin couldn't help but smile as he followed him.
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30 minute rule || Yoonmin
Fanfiction"Your dick's small." Park Jimin is the depressed teen who was forced into a clinic with suicidal thoughts constantly surrounding him an eating disorder closely following. His mind was a battle field and the 30 minute bathroom rule was pissing him of...
