30 minute rule || Yoonmin

«42» Just hold me

Yoongi was back from dumping the tray, he's actually been back in the room for quite some time. Nothing really had happened between them, Yoongi just walked back in dragging the chair he was sitting in back a little so he could sit down, he didn't want to invade his space. Jimin frowned at this action, he wanted to talk to Yoongi but he knew it was wrong of him to ask such a thing to a staff member. Obviously he didn't notice Yoongi staring at him, he just kept looking down at the bed sheets in complete silence. 

« Am I stupid? » Jimin blurted out breaking the silence in the small room, making Yoongi snap his head up at the smaller's cracking voice. Jimin kept his head down regretting opening his mouth at all.

« Why would you think that? » Yoongi asked his question with another question, he didn't break his stare at Jimin yet Jimin didn't move a single inch. Jimin was afraid that if they made eye contact then the whole world would explode.

« I-I don't know, that's what my mom tells me. » He kept his voice low as he was embarrassed he even opened his mouth. He wished he could die in this moment but Yoongi was listening he actually wanted to hear and help Jimin as best as he could .

« Well I haven't known you as a person for long but I could tell you that you aren't stupid. » This one sentence made the younger look over, he wanted to just run over and jump into his arms. Have Yoongi hold him close, petting his head, keeping him safe from the scary world he was in.

« Why can't I see that? » Jimin shook his head allowing his blonde hair to gently graze his forehead. 

Yoongi sighed getting up from the chair he was sitting on, not knowing why he felt like he needed to go over to him. It was like his legs were moving on their own but he found himself sitting on the edge of Jimin's bed watching as the younger move his feet up crossed to make room. His breath hitched when Yoongi sat down but he was relieved knowing that the older didn't hear him.

« Listen, I know that you can't see how amazing you are but trust me you're great. Wonderful I've never met anyone as special as you. I've never met anyone who is shy and closed off yet confident and out there. » Just his words made a light pink blush dust across Jimin's pale skin his eyes widening to show his light brown glossy eyes. Words he has never heard come out of someones mouth.

Jimin didn't know how to respond, his breathe was shaky as his heart pounded in his chest. The feeling came back again, the feeling of not being able to breathe properly. The pain in his chest every time the older came even a little close to him, the feeling of his chest constricting. He felt like him and Yoongi were the only ones left in the world as they sat there close together. Jimin's heart skipped a beat when he saw Yoongi's arm coming closer and closer to him he actually thought in this moment that his hand was going to make contact with his arm. 

« Need more water? » Jimin's heart broke when Yoongi leaned towards the younger reaching past him and grabbing the empty bottle of water leaning back up to shake the bottle in front of him. He wanted something to happen, he didn't know what he wanted but he wanted something.

« N-no just hold me. » He gasp at his own words grabbing the empty bottle from Yoongi's big hands and dropping down off the side of his bed landing on the cold floor. This was what Yoongi meant when he said confident and out there yet shy, he knew what he wanted and when he wanted something he would get it.

« I-I can't. » He was right he wasn't allowed to do anything more then touch the patients. That wasn't even the bad thing, the bad thing was he wanted to hold him. Wanted to smother him in love and maybe even soft kisses but that was just wrong, he did almost touch him but he panicked and grabbed the empty water bottle.

« No one will know, please. » His heart was beating fast and his eyes moved down to the older's lips as if he wanted to kiss him. He's never felt this feeling before but he didn't want it to go away, he felt like if the feeling went away he would die. 

« No I can't because I'm afraid that once I do that I would want to do something else. » He confessed unaware that he was leaning on his hand to get even closer to Jimin who sat still almost paralyzed.

« What if I want you to do the something else. » He didn't know what he was saying anymore it was like his body was speaking for himself, he even felt like he was in a trance, a trance he didn't want to get out of.

« You're making this hard for me. » Both of their breathes hitched once Yoongi leaned even closer their eyes glued on the others lips.

« mmm. » Jimin hummed closing and opening his eyes slowly leaning in closer until both their noses touched. Jimin was breathing heavy and Yoongi took deep breathes as his eyes couldn't get off of Jimin's plump lips.

As soon as their noses touched Yoongi backed away, he looked away fast not believing he was so close to kissing the younger. He just knew somehow Dr. Lee would hear about this moment and he would get fired so he jumped up coughing while walking back to the seat he was originally sitting unaware that he was breaking Jimin's heart.