Soon it was Saturday morning and Jimin was laying down wide awake looking up at the ceiling. He had his hands, fingers laced together on his stomach. He woke up earlier than Yoongi and when he woke up before him it meant that he was stressed and he didn't want his boyfriend to worry so when Yoongi started to wake up he turned over facing away from Yoongi pretending like he was asleep. He didn't want to start the day off with Yoongi asking what was wrong when he didn't want to talk about it.
« Baby, you awake? » Yoongi asked gently stroking the younger's arm, he didn't know that Jimin was awake so he was trying to wake him up. He kissed the younger's shoulder caressing Jimin's side under his shirt rubbing gently on his skin.
Jimin turned around to face his boyfriend slowly opening his eyes and looking up with a pout trying to act as if he had just woke up.
« Don't wanna get up. » He whined, he was too nervous to go to therapy because he wasn't good on his diet for the week and he was afraid to have to tell someone about it. His diet was getting hard and he slipped up a couple times since his calorie intake was increasing and it was just hard on him. There were some days where he would only eat dinner with Yoongi and he would need to talk to the therapist about it because that's what you're supposed to do when you go to therapy even though he was scared. He felt like it was his fault and he would get in trouble for it since he was the one who couldn't keep up with the diet.
« How about we take a shower together? I can massage you. » That sounded so good to Jimin, just relax and be with Yoongi. He knew that the therapist wouldn't tell Yoongi about his slip up over the weeks but he hated lying to him so he knew he would need to tell him eventually so that he knows, but right now he was just going to let Yoongi relax him and he'd tell him later.
The couple got out of bed and headed to the bathroom with some clothes to change into after. Yoongi did what he promised and gave the younger a nice massage, he knew that seeing the therapist was nerve wracking especially when you have anxiety so it he didn't want to talk to much about their day and make him overwhelmed even though he has seen this therapist before.
The two got dressed and ready to go, they got in Yoongi's car and headed over. Yoongi asked Ha-na to meet him in the cafe at the ground floor of the building so he didn't go too far from Jimin and he wouldn't be late when going to pick him up. He did make sure to tell Jimin that after he goes in for his appointment he will be going down to get some coffee and work on some homework since he brought his laptop with him. He just wanted to make sure the younger doesn't freak out when he comes out of his session and doesn't see him anywhere, just to make sure he doesn't have a panic attack in the waiting room.
After Jimin goes in Yoongi goes down in the elevator to go to the small cafe in the lobby. When he walked in it wasn't busy at all, just a couple business type people typing away on their laptop doing some work. Since he had to wait for Ha-na to get there he went up to the counter to order some coffee, he got a small black coffee with cream and decided to get a banana muffin since he didn't really eat a lot during breakfast and he was hungry. He sat down at a two chair table setting his drink and muffin down so he could grab his laptop from his bag pulling up some ring store websites and some wedding planning websites so the two could look through and find everything he needed.
He was so involved in one of the ring store sites that he didn't see Ha-na walk in and go up to the counter. She bought herself a latte then sat right down in front of him setting her purse down, taking a sip of her drink, smiling when Yoongi didn't look up. She didn't know why he didn't realize she was sitting right in front of him but she found it cute how involved he was in his laptop.
« Hey. » She smiled when he looked up at him, he wasn't startled or anything since he was more nervous than anything. It didn't hit him until now that he needs to find a perfect ring that would look beautiful on the younger and a ring that he'd love and if Jimin didn't like the ring then his life would be over.
« Hi okay so I brought up some ring stores but none of them are in my price range, I'm so stressed. » He ran his hand through his hair, Ha-na moved her chair so that she was sitting down right next to him. She looked at the site he was on now and agreed that the rings were a bit pricey more than she even paid for both the engagement and wedding rings. She remembers the ring she bought for her wife and it was expensive however it was cheap for an engagement ring.
« Hmm here this is the site where I bought my ring, they are cheap well for engagement rings and they look amazing. » She turned his laptop towards her, she leaned forward typing in a new tab. The site was really pretty and the rings on the front page were so stunning and so feminine he was kind of afraid because what if Jimin doesn't want a girly ring?
« Woah. » Ha-na moved the laptop again so that it was facing Yoongi and she leaned back in her seat taking a sip of her coffee so he could look over the website and just see what he thinks.
« I know and there are different links you can click, like you can see the rings that have the most diamonds and gems or you can see the rings that are simple and small. » She pointed to the side where all the links were, he wanted to click on the simple and small rings because he knew Jimin didn't like being put in the spotlight so as much as he wanted to get his boyfriend a big ring he knew that wouldn't be what he wanted.
« See like this one is just a band covered in small diamonds. » He did like that one but he was still so nervous because he wanted to make sure that the ring was perfect. He scrolled down the website looking at the different rings, he took a sip of his coffee leaning back in his chair.
« And when you find the ones that you like we can go to ring stores to go see them in person. » That's what she did, she found a handful of rings in her price range and went to ring stores to find the rings and see them in person which she knew Yoongi would want to do.
« Yeah, what if he doesn't like the ring I propose to him with. » He felt stupid because Jimin would love the ring no matter what because the ring just told other people to back off and Jimin wouldn't care what it looked like but he wanted it to be perfect and make sure it fit his style.
« He will love it, trust me I thought the same thing about the ring I picked out but it was perfect and Su-ji loved it. » She placed her hand on his back rubbing it comfortably trying to calm his thoughts which helped a little. She did wish that she knew Jimin a little bit more so she could tell what he would like because right now she was helping pick a ring for someone she didn't know at all so it was really hard to give suggestions.
« It's just I know Jimin won't want to have a huge diamond on his finger. He used to be really confident but over time he became this shy, soft boy who hides behind me when things go bad. He now hates attention and I don't want him to feel put in the spotlight. » That gave Ha-na something to go off of, he was shy and not wanting to be out there so a simple small diamond or a band would be the best option for him.
« Yeah so I don't really know him but from what you are telling me I think you should go with one of these. » She pointed to the small diamond rings and Yoongi nodded, taking another sip of his coffee, that was the easiest part; picking the style. What was going to be the hard part was choosing from the selection, there were diamond rings along with other gems so he had to choose to go for a normal diamond ring with a silver band or even a rose gold band or maybe if he wanted to go for an opal ring.
« Hey okay so how about next week we go after work to some ring stores and just look at simple rings like this and maybe we can choose one because rings look different in person. » He agreed he wanted to go to a store and look at it with Ha-na because he needs a second opinion and something who knows a thing or two on rings.
« Yeah, yeah let's do that. » He let out a breath every time he talked or thought about rings he got super nervous. He knew he would have to get down on one knee in front of Jimin and just hope that he says yes. It was obvious that he would say yes but it didn't change the fact that he was nervous.
« Alright and when we go ring shopping we can talk about proposing. » Yoongi knew how he was going to propose, well he had a pretty good idea it just depended how Jimin was feeling and if he wanted to go out.
The two decided that after work one day they would go around and look for a good ring, it was also easy to tell Jimin that he had to stay late so he wouldn't get suspicious. Ha-na left and Yoongi went back up to wait for Jimin to be done, he didn't get a chance to eat his muffin so while he waited he ate it and read a magazine.
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30 minute rule || Yoonmin
Fanfiction"Your dick's small." Park Jimin is the depressed teen who was forced into a clinic with suicidal thoughts constantly surrounding him an eating disorder closely following. His mind was a battle field and the 30 minute bathroom rule was pissing him of...
