30 minute rule || Yoonmin

«76» With you by my side

« Yoonie, do you think I can do it? » In this moment Jimin was sitting on his shitty bed, his legs over Yoongi's lap as Yoongi sat with his back against the wall and Jimin leaned to rest his cheek on Yoongi's chest. It was comfortable for the two and made Jimin sound cute and squishy since he had his cheek pressed into Yoongi's prominent chest.

« You can do anything baby, don't think you can't do anything. » Yoongi pulled Jimin even closer to him knowing that if he was to go through with this program it might be a lot harder on him and might take more out of him but he was ready to hold him the whole way through it and make sure he was okay the whole time.

« I'm scared. » Yoongi could feel the tears fall from his boyfriend's eyes and land on his chest making his heart hurt. He knew he would have to leave Jimin's room soon and go home and he didn't want to leave Jimin feeling scared about this situation. This program to some is a way out but for Jimin he was terrified of coming back to this place, scared of staying in a place that has brought nothing but bad memories.

« I know baby, I know, but I promise you I will be with you every step of the way. » Yoongi took his hand and lifted Jimin's chin and readjusted his position so Jimin was straddling his lap, getting a better view of his boyfriend's tear stained face.

« What if I can't do it? » Jimin just sat there crying while Yoongi wiped his tears off his cheeks. This whole thing was too much for the both of them and the stress was getting to Jimin more than anything.

« I'll hold your hand the whole time, I'll ask Dr. Lee to give me more days off so that I can be with you, I won't leave you alone. » Yoongi reached down to actually hold Jimin's hand, almost to tell him that he wasn't lying and that he'd be with him when he needs help.

« B-But you have to work, I-I. » At this point Jimin was about to hyperventilate but he had to keep calm, he didn't want to have another panic attack and burden Yoongi with that.

« Shh baby, Don't cry. » The older made his voice softer knowing that Jimin was on the edge of losing it and he didn't like seeing his boyfriend like that.

« I just want to die. » This was the first time Jimin had mentioned any sort of feeling towards this topic and it made Yoongi's heart drop with the thought. He didn't want Jimin thinking or even saying something like that at all.

« Don't ever say that. If you leave me then I don't know what I'd do. » Yoongi couldn't help but pull Jimin into the tightest hug ever. He squeezed the younger so tight but he didn't care because he didn't want HIS boyfriend to say those kinds of things.

« This is too hard, I can't keep doing this, I can't keep suffering like this. » Jimin let out more tears as he buried his face in Yoongi's chest hoping that he could just disappear from the world.

« I know this is hard for you, I hate that and I want you to know that no matter what I will be by your side til the end of time and I will love you forever and one day I hope that I will be able to call you my husband and maybe have a cat with you. » Yoongi giggled a little at the thought of having a little kitten family with Jimin but he also giggled because he just spilled his feelings and he didn't know he'd say all that because they haven't been dating that long.

« You really want to marry me? » Jimin leaned away from Yoongi as his eyes widened not really believing what his boyfriend had just said, he didn't know that he felt like that and now he knows Yoongi feels the same way.

« Of course I want to marry you baby. » Yoongi ran his hand through Jimin's hair, pushing the hair off of his boyfriends face to see how beautiful he was.

« Good, I wanna marry you too. » All the tenseness that Yoongi had been feeling left and now he was relaxed knowing that Jimin felt the same way.

« If you want to marry me you need to promise me that you will try. It will be hard but I'll be right next to you no matter what, I love you. » Yoongi tilted his head to the side just a little and leaned forward to brush his nose against the younger.

« I promise, with you by my side everything will be better. You give me the strength to want to try and get better. » They both smiled and a soft giggle left Jimin's lips when Yoongi shook his head from right to left brushing their noses together.

« I love you so much baby, you're so strong. » He stopped shaking his head and just leaned their faces away however they continued to looked at each other.

« I love you too Yoonie. » Jimin leaned forward and left a quick soft kiss on Yoongi's little nose and giggled right after knowing that if Yoongi was by his side he could do anything that he set his mind to.

Yoongi had glanced at the time and knew he would have to get going if he wanted to be out of here before Dr. Lee. He didn't want to bump into is boss and try to explain why he was there so late and why he didn't just go home.

« I have to go but once you get out of here and into that program I wouldn't have to leave and we can cuddle all night long okay? » Yoongi didn't miss the big pout that came onto Jimin's lips as he stood up feeling a tug on his arm trying to get him back on the bed.

« I'll see you tomorrow morning babe. » He leaned down still having his arm tugged away and pecked his boyfriends lips struggling to stand back up.

« I'll miss you. » Yoongi frowned however he pecked the younger's lips once again before standing straight up getting his arm released.

They made eye contact one last time before Yoongi turned around to go towards the door where he'd leave for the night. He hated leaving the love of his life behind but he had to and he knew he'd have Jimin back at home before he knew it.