Right when they got home Jimin got out some of his art supplies so he could get back into his art. He just set up on the dining room table and just wanted to start drawing. Yoongi was happy that Jimin was drawing again after the move but he still couldn't just move past what happened earlier and he wanted to make sure Jimin wasn't falling into old habits so he with the coffee he got at the cafe went to go sit next to the younger at the table just to see what was going on.
« What are you going to draw? » Yoongi was just going to ease into things because he didn't want to freak Jimin out with a whole bunch of questions because that would overwhelm the younger fast.
« I don't know yet. » He was still getting out all of his pencils and things opening his drawing notebook to a blank page. Yoongi took a sip of his coffee as he watched Jimin, he was so focused as he looked at all the different pencils he had. Yoongi didn't know the difference but he wasn't an artist so he just watched Jimin pick up one of them to start drawing.
« Might draw a little puppy or a b-bunny. » Jimin hasn't drawn a bunny since he was in the hospital so he doesn't know if he's ready for that or not so he was going to go for the puppy option since he didn't have any strong connection to it.
« Alright babe, I'm going to go take a shower don't stress yourself out okay? » Jimin nodded as Yoongi stood up leaving his coffee on the table, he gave Jimin a kiss on the top of the head before leaving to go take a shower hoping that Jimin isn't going down the wrong path.
As Yoongi was in the shower Jimin started to draw something, he only wanted to draw to distract himself and everytime he did he never knew what to draw. He was kind of in a little mind block so he just decided to draw a puppy like he was originally going to. He still had his green tea so he was sipping on that as he just completely sunk into his drawing getting lost in what he was doing which was what he wanted.
When Yoongi got out of the shower he took his time to get dressed, he didn't know what to say to Jimin because if he expressed his concern then maybe Jimin would freak out again and he didn't want that. He just knew he needed to be there for Jimin, he was always there to catch him when he fell or needed something to lean on.
« Hey so I'm kind of hungry already should I start on lunch? » Yoongi almost said this as a test because usually on Jimin's worst days he would be the one to cook. His words did catch Jimin's attention and the younger quickly stood up shaking his head in protest as he went up to where Yoongi was standing.
« No I was going to do it, I want to improve my cooking skills. You know if we have kids I want to be the one cooking things so i need to be better. » Jimin smiled walking towards the kitchen, Yoongi was drying his hair with a towel as Jimin passed him.
« Well can I help at least? » Yoongi turned his body to face where Jimin was walking off too but Jimin turned back around to shake his head.
« No I'm fine just sit down and relax, you do everything for me I want to do something for you. » Jimin pushed him into the living room, it was true what he was saying. Yoongi does a lot for him and for once Jimin wants him to just sit down and let someone else do everything.
« Alright well what are you going to be making for us? » Yoongi asked, sitting down on the couch. The two made eye contact which made Jimin smile and hold his hands together in front of his body no matter how long they have been together Jimin can't help but feel nervous in the older's presence.
« Well I was thinking about making mandoo guk but I don't know if we have enough stuff for it tho but I've been craving it. » Yoongi tried to think about what they had in the kitchen, it did sound pretty good but he knew Jimin would need help making it if that's what he wanted to make.
« Or I can make gimbap I know we have seaweed paper and the stuff for it, plus it's pretty easy to roll them. » Jimin played with his fingers looking down at the ground, he wanted Yoongi to pick between the two choices but he was hoping that Yoongi chose the gimbap because now that he was thinking about it, it did sound good and it would need a lot of focus to make.
« Do gimbap but just know if you need any help then I'm here. I know sometimes the rolling is hard. » Jimin just nodded his head and left towards the kitchen, he heard the tv turn on in the living room since Yoongi was going to be watching tv as Jimin made lunch for them.
Jimin has made gimbap once before however that was a long time ago when he first moved into his apartment alone before everything hit the fan. It was pretty simple to make, you have to make the rice and make sure you have all the ingredients to put on the inside before you roll it and like Yoongi said something the rolling and cutting of the roll is hard to do and you can mess up easily.
Even though everything seemed fine Yoongi knew something was going on whether Jimin was going to tell him or not, it made him feel useless when Jimin didn't tell him that he was struggling. He didn't want to push the younger either so he just sat in the living room every so often he would glance in the kitchen to make sure Jimin was okay but there wasn't else he could really do.
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30 minute rule || Yoonmin
Fanfiction"Your dick's small." Park Jimin is the depressed teen who was forced into a clinic with suicidal thoughts constantly surrounding him an eating disorder closely following. His mind was a battle field and the 30 minute bathroom rule was pissing him of...
