They had to wait a couple days before they got to hire movers. They waited until Saturday and even invited Ha-na and Su-ji which kind of made Jimin panic a little because he still wasn't that used to talking to them. They came over after Jimin's therapy session so he had time to talk to his therapist about it which did make him feel better about the rest of the day.
« They are almost here babe do you have your stuff packed? » Yoongi was getting some more of his cd's and books packed away in boxes looking behind him to see Jimin bringing out a small box stacking it on the other boxes that covered the living room.
« Yes, I don't have a lot of stuff, just some clothes and more notebooks. » He really didn't have a lot of things which made Yoongi sad but Jimin didn't mind because it gave him an excuse to wear Yoongi's clothes but he had no books or anything just some clothes and art stuff.
« Alright well can you get the door when they get here? I'm gonna start packing more of our bedroom. » Jimin's heart started pounding as he watched Yoongi tape the box he was working on shut. He got so nervous all of a sudden but Yoongi just kissed him on the nose before going back to the bed room.
He sat on the couch right next to a small box waiting for the doorbell, and once he heard it his heart dropped and he knew he had to open the door and talk to them alone without Yoongi. He needed to do this, he just had to get out of his comfort zone to get better with people.
« Hey Jiminie how is packing? » Ha-na was the first one to speak, she was holding a water bottle, Su-ji was standing right next to her.
« It's okay, Yoongi is finishing some packing in our room. » His voice was soft as he stepped out of the way to let the couple in following them up the stairs after locking the door behind them.
« I'll go help him, Su-ji keep Jimin company. » Her wife nodded her head as Ha-na went back to the bedroom to talk to her friend and help him before the movers came.
« So Jimin, I don't see you often, how are you? » She just stood there trying to catch his eyes but he seemed to be nervous which he did understand and didn't think it was weird at all.
« I'm fine I guess how are you? » He grabbed one of his notebooks off the coffee table and held it close, almost afraid to drop it. He also never talked to her alone like this so he was so nervous and he was almost trying to hide how shaky his hands were by holding this notebook.
« I'm good, I had a therapy session earlier today and it went really well. » She smiled walking over to the couch and plopping herself down grabbing one of the throw pillows and hugging it in her lap.
« Therapy? » Jimin looked over to her confused on why she would bring something like that up because he would never in just a regular conversation.
« Yeah I shouldn't be so open with you because we barely know each other but I had a troubled past and when I met Ha-na she helped me get help and if it wasn't for her you know I'd probably still be where I was maybe even dead but I don't want to think about it. » She rambled on gesturing with her hand and resting her feet on the coffee table next to some boxes.
« I didn't think you'd be the type of person to go to therapy. » He didn't move or make eye contact with her but he never thought that she would need therapy. She seemed like a normal person in his eyes, someone who didn't need it.
« A lot of people go to therapy, it's not bad and the people who do go shouldn't feel embarrassed that they are. » She was right and Jimin never really thought about that he was used to it being such a taboo thing especially within his own family so being open like that wasn't normal.
« Oh I guess. »
« Are you okay? Sorry that I'm so open right now I really shouldn't be telling you all of this but I feel weird like I can open up to you. » It did feel off like she knew her and Jimin could be really good friends once she breaks Jimin out of his shell and she knew they could be the ones to just talk about anything really in their lives.
« No it's okay I mean therapy shouldn't be something to be embarrassed about. » He learned, he now felt stupid for hiding the fact that he went to therapy but now he knows that he shouldn't feel embarrassed about something like that.
« Yeah and it helps me talk about what I'm feeling. » She explained more.
« Yeah... »
« So anyway do you have all your stuff packed? » She got back on what today was going to have in store and felt like Jimin might feel uncomfortable about what she was talking about.
« Yeah well I have this notebook but I can't lose it so I'm just going to hold it all the way there. » It's his thoughts and feelings notebook his therapist had him keep which again made him feel embarrassed but he didn't want to lose it.
« Is that a sketch book? It seems special to you if you don't want to put it in a box. » She crossed her legs angling her body more towards him, she also scooted over on the couch so that there was more room for Jimin to sit.
« Actually... i-it's uh I, my therapist told me to keep it to help me with my thoughts. » He said the word 'therapist' really faintly but again they just talked about not being embarrassed and she talked about her therapy experience so he didn't feel too embarrassed about it.
« Oh mine had me keep a book like that before, it really helps organize your thoughts and how you feel and my therapist would give me things to think about throughout the week and have me write certain things. » He felt like she was oddly calm about this learning Jimin had a therapist but this was the reaction he didn't think he'd have and it made him feel so much better.
« Sorry you're the first person I'm talking to about this, Yoongi is the only one who knows about me going to therapy and I make him not tell anyone. » He was afraid about people learning about his past and he felt that if people learned he went to therapy they'd see right through him.
« Well it's not something to be embarrassed about it's just sometimes we need to speak to someone and sometimes we need help and that isn't something to be afraid of okay?. » He nodded and this was the first time he looked up to make eye contact with her.
« Thank you. » He smiled which made Su-ji confused as he knitted her eyebrows to try and understand why he was thanking her.
« For what? »
« Making me feel less embarrassed about therapy. » This was the conversation he needed to have with someone to push him down and make him feel odd or weird. He needed to know that this was normal and that a lot of people went.
« Oh that's nothing, really it's no big deal okay. » Jimin nods, she now needed him to know because she could tell from their conversation that he was closed off because he was afraid of being looked at weird and being thought of as different.
« The movers are here. » Yoongi announces as the doorbell rang, running down the stairs to get them. Su-ji rubbed Jimin on the shoulder trying to let him know she wouldn't tell her wife before going to help move the boxes.
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30 minute rule || Yoonmin
Fanfiction"Your dick's small." Park Jimin is the depressed teen who was forced into a clinic with suicidal thoughts constantly surrounding him an eating disorder closely following. His mind was a battle field and the 30 minute bathroom rule was pissing him of...
