A couple days have gone by, Jimin kept up on his meal plans and Yoongi continued to be proud of him. On Saturday Jimin had another appointment, he would be doing a vital check just like he did back at the hospital however this time they were going to take his blood. That was what he was most nervous about because he remembers having his blood taken when his aunt made him go get diagnosed by a doctor and it was the worst thing in the world.
He was also nervous because he didn't want the scale to show a number he really didn't want to see. He was weighed before he got his meal plan but he was nervous to see how much weight he gained. He remembers the times where he stepped on the scale and ended up crying in his bathroom for hours because he thought he wasn't good enough and now when he gets weighed he sees it as a more happier experience. If he got up to a normal weight then Yoongi will be really proud and he found out when Yoongi is proud of him then nothing else matters so he was hoping he didn't lose any more weight because that would be devastating and he didn't want to let Yoongi down.
It was like the week before, Yoongi drove Jimin all the way down there and waited in the waiting room. Jimin's name was called and his heart dropped, Yoongi just thought that the younger was nervous about the blood draw because the two of them talked about it earlier, he didn't know about his other feelings. He didn't know his boyfriend was afraid about his weight and if he knew then he would tell him that he would be proud of him no matter what because he did really good with his meal plan for the week and it was a huge improvement.
Jimin's name was called and he gave Yoongi a quick kiss on the lips before he followed the doctor into the back. He was going to do all the vitals before his therapist appointment which he wanted because it got that out of the way and he knew he would be really nervous talking to his therapist.
They asked him to step on the scale, he closed his eyes taking a deep breath. He stepped on and looked down at the numbers, they fluctuated as it got to his weight and he almost gasped when the number stopped. He couldn't tell if he was happy or really nervous or upset, his emotions just wrecked his mind and his thoughts.
« 5 pounds. » The doctor announced writing down on his clipboard. Jimin was in shock, he gained 5 pounds but he didn't know what to think. Did he like this? Or did he want to die seeing the number on the scale but he just thought about Yoongi and how proud he would be, how many kisses he would be getting. He knew in order to get up to a normal weight he would need to gain a lot more but he couldn't think of that right now.
« You can step off and we'll go get your blood drawn. » He snapped back into reality and stepped off the scale following the doctor out of the room, down the hall into a smaller room. He was asked to sit down on the chair and wait for someone to come take his blood.
He waited there in silence for a long while, it gave him time to get stressed. His heart was beating really fast and he just thought back to the last time he got his blood drawn. His aunt made him go to a doctor so that a doctor could tell him he had an eating disorder. They took his blood which at the time he didn't care about because he was so numb at the time yet as him and his aunt walked out of the clinic he passed out before he could make it to the car. He was afraid he was going to pass out again but his thoughts were cut off when a nurse came in to take his blood.
Yoongi was nervous sitting out in the waiting room, he wasn't nervous the first time because Jimin just got his meal plan and he just started so this visit was like a follow up. They will find out if he gained weight or lost it and if he lost any more weight then they might have to look into admitting him into another in-patient care facility and he didn't want to do that to Jimin. He promised he'd make sure Jimin was okay and he promised Dr. Lee that when they left he would take super good care of him. He was almost as nervous as Jimin but he was kind of relieved when Jimin came back out with a folder in his hands and a smile on his face so he was hoping for some good news.
« I'm trying to be okay with this, I still don't feel great looking at the scale but I have gained 5 pounds. » Yoongi got nervous when Jimin started talking but by the end he couldn't help but smile and reach out to give him a huge hug. He was so proud and Jimin knew he would be but he still didn't know what he felt and if this feeling he had was happiness.
« Wow baby I'm so proud of you. » He hugged the younger tighter to his body, he was so happy it was a really rough week but in the end the result was great and he knew that Jimin was going to have a hard time with this but the only thing he could really do was make sure Jimin knew how proud of him he was.
« Also got a new meal plan and honestly I don't feel horrible, I don't feel as gross as I thought I would be. » He held Yoongi's hand as the two of them left to go home, Yoongi was excited while Jimin had mixed feelings but he didn't mind so much. He was getting better and that's what he wanted right?
As for Jimin's new meal plan it was bigger portions of food, they weren't that big but now there would be more on the plate and Jimin didn't know how that would work but he got used to eating all of his meals now so he didn't think it could be too hard and with Yoongi right next to him then everything will be okay.
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30 minute rule || Yoonmin
Fanfiction"Your dick's small." Park Jimin is the depressed teen who was forced into a clinic with suicidal thoughts constantly surrounding him an eating disorder closely following. His mind was a battle field and the 30 minute bathroom rule was pissing him of...
