30 minute rule || Yoonmin

«124» You can leave

« You were gone for so long, thought you'd never come back. » Jimin was laying down on the couch wrapped up in a blanket. Yoongi had been gone for a really long time but it was all for something good and he couldn't stop smiling all the way home.

« I know I'm sorry it's just work stuff, it's not fun. » He pretended to roll his eyes and be annoyed but he couldn't hold back the smile when he flopped down and pulled himself on top of the younger, giving him a small peck on the nose Jimin giggling as he did so.

« Well I'm glad you're back because I have something to show you. » Jimin sat up right after pushing Yoongi off of himself. He dropped the blanket and before Yoongi could even get any words out he went into their bedroom to grab something that he hadn't touched in a hot minute.

« While you were gone I got bored and decided to rummage through my stuff and I found something so I decided I don't know. » Yoongi looked down at Jimin's hands to see him holding a black book. He was confused but took it from Jimin when he handed it to him.

There was a bookmark and this only made him more confused but he flipped to the page the book mark was marking to find a drawing. It wasn't just a normal cartoon drawing that was realistic and had so much detail he couldn't believe Jimin had this much talent and this only made him smile more because Jimin never showed him his artwork.

« Holy shit Jimin, I knew you drew like I saw you take your friends drawing folder but I never realized how good you were. » Jimin sat right next to Yoongi as they looked at the picture he drew, it was a drawing of the two of them. Jimin was in Yoongi's arms resting his head on the older's chest, it was so detailed that Yoongi could tell that it was supposed to be them and just seeing this drawing made him so proud of his boyfriend.

« I would watch Min-Ju draw and I remember when she tested my drawing skills, I kept all of her work to remind myself of how great of a person she really was and how much she changed me. » He was trying not to tear up, for some reason he had been thinking about his old friend a lot and when he found his old sketch book it made him start missing her more and he wanted to draw like she used to do with him.

« I didn't really talk to her that much but I remember seeing you and her stare at me, it was cute and you were trying to act all tough when in reality you were my squishy cute baby. » Yoongi let out a small giggle at the end of his sentence squishing Jimin's cheeks, he closed the book leaning over to kiss Jimin on the side of his head hearing Jimin laugh and lean into him.

« Anyway I just thought you'd like to see what I have been doing with my time. I want to get back into drawing and maybe I don't know go to school for it? I know it sounds dumb but I can't rely on you the rest of my life, I'd like to help and earn my own money. » Yoongi didn't know what to say, he knew when the younger recovered that he might want to go do things on his own but he felt protective of Jimin, not in the sense that he wants to hide him and make sure he doesn't go outside but he did worry and didn't want him to get hurt when he did leave to follow his dreams and goals.

« Um are you sure? I mean I'm fine and I'm about to get a raise and stuff. » Yoongi wasn't put off by the thought of Jimin going to school but it was stressful. Yoongi would sit and work on school work for hours and make sure he had good grades. It took a toll on his mental health and he didn't want Jimin going through that. He didn't want to make his anxiety worse but if that was what Jimin wanted he would try to make that happen for him and would let him see for himself if he liked the college life.

« I wouldn't mind working towards a goal and making money from my art even if you won't let me go to school I can just sell it here online. »

« Won't let you? Baby that's not what I mean, if you want to go to school then do it. I'm not incharge of you, you are my boyfriend not my child. You can make your own decisions and if you want to go to school then do it I just worry about you a lot. » Yoongi didn't want Jimin to have the mindset that he had to ask before doing something, that was toxic and he wanted the younger to make sure he had his own thoughts and feelings. He wanted Jimin to be free not caged up in his small apartment.

« I'm sorry I just assumed you wouldn't let me leave after you got mad that one time I went out by myself. »

« Jimin no, I wasn't mad at you, I was so worried. I got home that day and you were gone, I thought something happened to you, you can do whatever you want to do just please let me know so I don't freak out and stress about losing you. » Yoongi couldn't believe that Jimin thought like this, Yoongi could never be mad at him wanting to do something, if he wants to get a job and go to school then he can't stop him.

« I just need you to know that I had a hard couple weeks but I'm jumping back into things and if I do get better I want to be able to experience things that I missed out on because of my disorder I don't want to live trapped in my own thoughts anymore. » The two were almost tearing up, Yoongi brought Jimin into his arms holding him really tight almost as if the younger was disappearing right then in his arms.

« And I don't want you to feel that way so if you need help ask me because I will help you sell your art if you want. »

« Can we make a cute online store? » Jimin started jumping up and down with excitement, he smiled wide and looked over to Yoongi who bit his lip and looked into his eyes, he was so proud of how far Jimin had come and he couldn't help but be excited.

« Yes of course we can, we can get you some new pencils and canvases and you can sell your art. » Yoongi was so proud that Jimin found something that he wanted to do with his life, he was so excited to begin their future together and it was all going to start with that velvet black box still sitting there in his pocket just waiting for the perfect moment.