« Hey babe? » Yoongi had made it to Jimin's room for the first time since he got upset, he now really considered how dumb he was, he really thought Jimin would leave him? He can't help but feel really stupid in this moment thinking Jimin had stopped loving him but his feelings her valid even if they were a bit dumb.
« What's wrong Yoonie? You sound upset. » Jimin was sitting in his bed, his legs were straight out in front of him spread out a little and his back was up against the wall since there was no bed frame he had to go for the cold hard wall on his back and Yoongi was laying in between his legs, his head resting on one of Jimin's thin thighs making Jimin feel really gross about his body but he just let him lay there since it was Yoongi and he loved him.
« I'm not upset I'm just sorry, sorry for thinking you'd cheat on me. I kind of suck sometimes. » Jimin just sighed and drop his hand on top of Yoongi's head, letting his fingers run through his hair massaging his scalp and making Yoongi flutter his eyes closed from the nice feeling.
« Don't, please don't be sorry. I was trying to do something nice for you but I should of assumed you'd act like that but I didn't know, I've never been in this type of relationship before. » Silence took over the room and they stayed right where they were with Jimin's hands caressing his boyfriend's scalp trying to calm him down a little bit knowing he was probably beating himself up about it.
« I'm just the jealous type, I'll never not be jealous. I leave here knowing you're just in your room and when I come to work I keep my eye on you and I shouldn't because once you get out of here I won't be able to keep an eye on you and that's not healthy. » Yoongi closed his eyes feeling a burn in his cheeks as he tried to keep tears from pooling in his eyes. He really didn't want to cry right now.
« Babe, sit up and look at me. » Jimin took his hand out of Yoongi's hair so the older could move up and face his boyfriend. Now he really couldn't cry, now he had to be strong and not break down and have his emotions flushed out of him, emotions that have been bottled up.
« Listen to me carefully Yoonie, I know that you keeping an eye on me isn't healthy but I know where you're coming from. I feel the same way honestly, I love you so you need to understand that I will never cheat on you, I'm yours until you decide to love someone else, I'm yours until you decide I'm broken and can't be helped. I promise you, with my whole being that I'm yours. I love you so much Yoonie. » Now Yoongi couldn't really control his tears because before he knew it Jimin had reached his hands up to wipe away the few stray tears that had fell out of his eyes. He hated and feared to break down in front of his fragile boyfriend but he knew it was good to let things out a couple times.
« J-Jimin I, I could never leave you for those stupid reasons. That's fucking dumb, thinking I would leave you because I don't love you anymore, and also I love you so much and I don't want to fix you, you don't need fixing, maybe you need a little bit of help but you don't need to be fixed. » He was sitting on his knees, still in the middle of Jimin's legs. His small hands still caressing Yoongi's cheeks as he made sure every single tear got wiped from his precious fluffy cheeks.
« If you promise me that you'll trust me then i'll trust you forever, no matter what. I'll be yours and you'll be mine but you're going to have to put trust in this relationship. » Jimin was right, trust needed to be in the relationship in order for them to grow and be with each other forever.
« I promise. » The only words he could get out of his mouth before Jimin leaned forward, his hands still on Yoongi's cheeks as he pressed their noses together. Feeling Yoongi's cold nose on his and closing his eyes to just bask in the warmth that they were admitting. It wasn't physical warmth but it was a warmth coming from their promise that they'll trust each other forever.
Nothing else was said, nothing more had to be said but silence. Their noses were still barley pressed against each other but it felt like they were doing so much more. It was Jimin to go onto the next step but Yoongi happily followed Jimin's lead. All he did was lean a little more forward so their lips were closer and Jimin couldn't get over the warm breath against his lips as they just sat there for a couple more seconds enjoying this moment.
Jimin once again moved forward even more to let his lips barley touch his boyfriend's, it was a soft gentle touch, a touch that would leave your heart racing. Before both of them knew it they pressed a little harder and honestly between the two of them they didn't know who added that step, but it happened. Yoongi went a little deeper and moved his lips slowly against Jimin, he was a little startled and lifted his hands off of Yoongi's face to almost immediately drop them down to Yoongi's shoulders, almost as a way to push him back a little bit but they just stayed kissing.
The kiss got deeper and deeper letting their tongues dance with each other and having their heavy breathing engulf the room and they just drowned everything out. They have never had a kiss like this and Jimin was starting to think that maybe this would lead to something more however he has never even experience something like that so he didn't really know.
Things got super intense, their emotions got the best of them and before they knew it Yoongi was straddling Jimin's legs, moving his hands up Jimin's shirt caressing Jimin's soft slim sides making Jimin feel self conscious but he liked it too much to tell him to stop. Things just got a little too heavy because once Yoongi removed himself for the kiss to go down and suck Jimin's neck Jimin decided he was going to be done.
« Babe n-no, they'll see. » Yoongi just attached himself to Jimin's neck when the younger said this and he was right, he shouldn't mark his boyfriend no matter how much he wanted to, no matter how much he craved it, he couldn't do it because the person marking his weight would see and ask questions.
« Fuck them. » He tried to attach his lips back to Jimin's neck but Jimin was quick to push him back away shaking his head knowing that the pleasure had gone way into his head.
« No I'm sorry, not tonight. » They were both still breathing heavy as they just stared into each others eyes.
« Also you should leave, you've been here too long and I think Dr. Lee is leaving soon and doesn't he lock up? » Jimin just smacked reality back into Yoongi because he answered with a groan and a roll of his eyes before getting off Jimin and standing up.
« Kiss me goodbye my precious Yoonie. » Yoongi was busy stretching his arms up and back to stretch out and as he did that Jimin got onto his knees so Yoongi wouldn't have to bend so far down for the kiss.
« I love you Jiminie. » Yoongi leaned over grabbing one of Jimin's cheeks and gently kissed his lips. gentler then the other kiss and as he leaned back up Jimin responded.
« I love you, don't stay up too late. » Jimin smiled watching Yoongi smile sadly knowing he was going to have to stay up late to finish some assignments he had to turn in but he wasn't going to tell Jimin so he just walked away towards the door gathering his stuff ready to leave.
He smiled before leaving, they both did they were just so happy they could tell each other they loved each other and actually mean it when they said it.
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30 minute rule || Yoonmin
Fanfiction"Your dick's small." Park Jimin is the depressed teen who was forced into a clinic with suicidal thoughts constantly surrounding him an eating disorder closely following. His mind was a battle field and the 30 minute bathroom rule was pissing him of...
