30 minute rule || Yoonmin

«118» Didn't go as planned

« I'm sorry did I say something wrong? I'm so sorry. » Ha-na thought she said something she wasn't supposed to. She knew that if she said something that hurt Jimin's feelings she'd hate herself because the two just met today and that wouldn't look good on her part.

« No it wasn't you it's just he doesn't like talking about how we met because uh it wasn't the best time for him and honestly it was hard for both of us. » He kept looking down towards the hallway when he spoke, he was worried about Jimin and he was careful with his words so he didn't reveal too much. Jimin didn't like the past and had told Yoongi that he doesn't want anyone to know about his disorder.

« Do you want me to try and talk to him? » Ha-na offered, Yoongi gulped he didn't know if that was a good idea. Jimin was really scared to meet new people and to have someone he just met try and talk to him then it might freak him out. He didn't want to push Jimin into something that he wasn't ready for and didn't want to push Jimin into a panic attack.

« Come on, I know how to talk to people. I was sorta just like him and I work with people who have anxiety so please just let me talk to him. » Yoongi was still scared of having Ha-na go and talk to Jimin because again with the new people thing but she was right she does have some experience with people who have anxiety and depression and maybe her talking to him would be better than Yoongi since he didn't know what else he could say to him.

« Yeah just don't force him to talk, I don't know what state he is in right now so I don't know how much he'll talk. » He watched her stand up, setting her glass of wine down. She wanted to try because she wanted Jimin to feel comfortable around her since she was trying to be Yoongi's friend. She didn't want things to be awkward between her and Jimin so before she went off to talk to him she let Yoongi know that she wouldn't force him to spill everything.

Jimin was sitting on the bed, his back was pressed up against the head of the bed, he had his knees up and his arms wrapped around his legs. He was looking in front of him down on the bed when he heard the room door open. He was hoping the married couple left and it was Yoongi coming in to comfort him but his heart dropped when he looked up and saw Ha-na closing the door behind her. He didn't really expect to see her and he just wished she would leave because he couldn't handle this anymore and he felt like he was going to go into an anxiety attack.

« Hi Jimin. » Her smile was bright and warm as she walked over to the bed taking a seat on the edge trying not to get too close to Jimin, she looked over to him and rested back on her hand.

Jimin didn't respond to her, he just moved his head to look away and look towards the wall. He wanted her to go away but she wasn't going to, she wanted to make Jimin comfortable around her but Jimin didn't care.

« I know that you were scared to meet me and my wife today and I don't blame you. Meeting new people can be scary and honestly I get it. » He still didn't respond to her, he wanted to tell himself to not care what she was talking about but it was rude to not listen.

« You remind me of myself, you really do. When I first saw you and saw how shy you were I saw myself in you because I was just like that. » Again he didn't respond but he did glance up to her for a quick second before looking back down. He wanted to cry, he didn't want someone to tell him that they were just like him when they weren't. He didn't want someone to just sit there and say they related to him, it wasn't what he needed to hear.

« Why are you doing this. » Jimin finally spoke up after a couple moments of silence, he wanted to know why she was just telling him this after he stormed off like he did. He was asked a simple question and he should be able to answer that simple question and he couldn't and he felt so embarrassed because he couldn't just sit there and smile telling them a happy story and how they met in high school, life just wasn't that easy for him.

« I want to tell you that having social anxiety is a real thing and you shouldn't feel embarrassed. » Jimin rolled his eyes, he didn't want Ha-na to sit there and tell him he had social anxiety because he didn't want a girl he just met sitting there and telling him that she knew what he was like because she didn't know him at all.

« C-can you get Yoonie. » His voice cracked, he was holding back tears because he didn't want to talk to her, he just met her and he didn't want to tell her why he ran away like that and he really didn't need her to sit there and try to relate to him even tho she didn't know him at all.

« Yeah sure of course. » She was kind of let down because she did think talking to him would help him out but she just felt guilty. She really thought she made the situation worse but she honestly didn't know why Jimin ran away from the group and she shouldn't feel guilty but she did she felt horrible.

She left the room, closing the door very lightly before she walked back out into the living room where her wife and Yoongi were sitting there getting to know each other. Yoongi did perk up when he heard the bedroom door close and he wanted to see if Jimin was going to come back out and join them. Ha-na smiled when she walked in the room even though she felt like she failed in trying to talk to Jimin.

« Jimin wanted you, I think we should get going. He didn't let me talk to him, he just wanted you which I understand. » Ha-na went over to grab her bag, Yoongi didn't want the night to be over he wanted them all to continue to talk and maybe watch some netflix however Jimin was upset and he knew he shouldn't blame the younger for any of this.

« Hey don't look upset, I'll see you on monday and maybe we can have another dinner night like this next week, don't blame him either I know that you want to but it's not his fault it does seem like he has social anxiety so I completely understand why he was so distant. » She knew Yoongi would never blame Jimin for any of this but she didn't want Yoongi to sit there upset that this night didn't turn out the way he wanted it to.

« I could never blame him for anything, I really love him and he hasn't had any good experiences with new people. » She nodded her head, her and Su-ji grabbed all their stuff heading towards the door, Yoongi even walked them down the stairs to the front door.

All three of them said goodbye and the married couple left. Yes he was so upset that this night didn't turn out the way he wanted to but it was now time to go comfort Jimin and see what he was thinking. He was ready to give Jimin a bath so that he could relax and maybe even make him some hot tea, give him a massage because to see Jimin stress like this hurt his heart and he wanted to now make Jimin comfortable and give him lots of kisses.