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Yoongi fluttered his eyes open as his alarm on his phone rang, it buzzed around on the clean marble surface of the kitchen counter as he laid there. He's done this before, sleeping on the kitchen table with his textbook open and his computer dead, in need of a charge right in front of him. He lifted his head up just enough to give his phone a death glare as he felt a rush of pain shoot down his back, down his spine. He felt the pain move up to his arm to his neck as he turned the alarm off looking at his book and where he was working on some homework that he obviously hadn't finished yet.

He rolled his eyes thinking back to when Jimin told him not to stay up too late however he didn't really have any other choice since he is a little behind on his school work. He knew if Jimin found out he'd be really upset with not only himself but with Yoongi. Jimin really needed to get out of the clinic so that he could protect his boyfriend from the world and help him out but he didn't know how.

Yoongi stretched his arms up above his head and felt his back crack all the way down his spine making him groan out in pain as he squeezed his eyes shut thinking about what this day could have in store for him. He already had Jimin on his mind so all he had to do was get to the clinic to start his day off right.

He took a shower, brushed his teeth and hair, got dressed and sprayed some body mist on himself before he left for work. He forgot to do one thing however and that thing was pour himself a to go cup of coffee which would keep him alive until he had his first break. He didn't realize until he was sitting in the hospital parking lot as he reached down for his cup holder only to find out it was missing.

That was the first thing that had really frustrated him, him waking up in the kitchen after a long night of school work didn't really frustrate him since he's done that many times, his back does hurt a lot from the position he was sleeping in but he wasn't that upset about it.

When he finally made it up to the clinic he was met with a quiet cafeteria, patients were sitting in their pajamas still however he didn't really care about the other patients, the one he really cared about was Jimin, who was currently sitting alone like he always does.

Yoongi just wished he had more time to talk to the love of his life, but he would have all the time in the world once Jimin gets out of the clinic. He will also be able to keep an eye on him, making sure he eats well and will be able to cuddle the small one when ever he wants. Yoongi signed knowing that he can be with Jimin once Jimin gets better but knowing people with eating disorders it might be really hard for him.

Jimin was thinking almost the exact same things however his were more independent then what Yoongi was thinking. He wanted to get better so that he could help Yoongi out, he wanted to get a job so he could be busy while Yoongi was gone all day, he was thinking of also going back to school since that was something he hadn't thought of in a really long time.

He was scared, he was terrified of getting out of the clinic because there was so many things that he would do outside the clinic and if he was outside then he might do those things again. Like he was a regular smoker, he would smoke cigarettes everyday and he was scared of picking that bad habit up again. What if he starts drinking again? There was so many things that scared him but he knew if he had Yoongi by his side then everything will be okay.

He was so lost in his thoughts that he barley heard one of the doctors call his name but he managed to get up. He also was so lost in his thoughts that he didn't even notice how fast his heart was racing, it was racing with hope but also terror. He really wanted to gain a little bit of weight because that would mean he was getting better however he was also terrified of gaining weight. His eating disorder took over his whole life and gaining weight was his biggest fear so he had to make a decision whether he would let his disorder win.

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