Yoongi ended up taking a nap a couple hours after their fight. Jimin was a little upset because it was getting closer to dinner time and Yoongi hadn't got him yet telling him to come out to eat. He knew they fought but there was a little part of him that hoped that Yoongi would come get him and they could just forget everything that happened and eat dinner together before they went to bed.
He walked out of the bedroom and down the small hallway to see if Yoongi was even there. Once he entered the living room he saw Yoongi asleep on the couch, he noticed small bruises on the older's hands and when he looked even closer he could see dried tears on his cheek. He knew that sometimes Yoongi has a hard time, having a significant other with an eating disorder is really hard and he knew that it was hurting him. He didn't want Yoongi to hurt like this but he knew that it was becoming too much for the older. He wasn't mad anymore, he couldn't be mad he was just upset at himself for pulling him into his disorder.
He just looked down at Yoongi for a couple more seconds before he grabbed a fluffy blanket and carefully draped it over his boyfriend tucking him in, watching him curl more into himself as the warmth covered his body. He kissed the top of his head before going into the kitchen where he would make them some dinner by himself for the first time. He didn't want it to seem like Yoongi was responsible for his recovery so he was now going to try to make every single meal for them and make sure he was taking control of this and not rely on his boyfriend to baby him.
The meal for tonight didn't seem so hard to make, none of them are really hard to make anyway since these meals were for people who weren't comfortable around food. It was a small portion of pasta, steamed broccoli, and a cup of yogurt. It was pretty simple so he started to boil the water and let some broccoli steam in another pot.
He was proud of himself once he put everything on two plates, he never made anything for Yoongi before and he was proud how it turned out. He set the plates down on the counter top in front of the barstools they always sit on before looking over at Yoongi who was rubbing his eyes.
« What are you doing? » He was so confused, he stretched his arms above his head. He looked down at the blanket that covered his body, he didn't remember falling asleep with a blanket over him. He just watched Jimin in confusion as he was trying to understand what was going on.
« I made some dinner for us. » He didn't make eye contact with him, he walked back into the kitchen so he could grab himself some water before he sat down to eat.
Yoongi sat up rolling his shoulders back trying to stretch out his sore muscles, it really hurt to sleep on the couch but he didn't really mean it to happen. He was just waiting for Jimin so he could apologize and now Jimin was in front of him and even made dinner for him. He thought he was mad so why would he make both of them dinner? He had to gather his thoughts first before he started talking again because he didn't want to say something stupid and have Jimin run away again. As he sat there Jimin had set down his glass next to his plate and once he did that he turned back to Yoongi to see if he was going to come over and join him.
« Are you going to eat? » Yoongi snapped out of his thoughts, he didn't even know what to say because the last time he saw him he said something horrible and he didn't want Jimin to act like that didn't happen, he needed to apologize and he didn't want Jimin to just forget and go back to normal.
« Listen I need to apologize. » Yoongi stood up and made his way over to Jimin, as he sat down on the bar stool he just looked over at Jimin who took a sip of his water returning the look.
« Oh of course you do, what you said was not okay. » He didn't like how he mentioned light exercise after lunch and Yoongi told him to hide his relapse and not involve him when that wasn't the case at all and he wanted to spend time with his boyfriend.
« Listen I know I keep saying this is hard but it's true, with the patients over at my work it's easy to watch them recover and it's not hard to talk to them and have them express their problems but having you recover and having you go through your hard times and knowing what you're going through it just hurts. I didn't know it would be like this but honestly I love you so much and to see you struggle is something I don't want to see, I don't want my boyfriend who I love so much to hurt and I can't see you struggle because you shouldn't been feeling like this and sometimes I let my words just spill out and I don't mean it. » Yoongi wanted to cry again, he has cried so many times already because of Jimin and he hated it so much, he didn't want to watch Jimin break down and try to build himself up again.
« I know it's hard for you so I decided to keep you out of my recovery, all you have to do is drive me to my appointments. I will be making all of my meals so you don't have to get involved, you just have to trust me and know I'm doing better. » He thought that if Yoongi wasn't in this journey then it would be better for their relationship and for some reason Yoongi agreed because he needed a break he couldn't live in a life where the only thing he can think about is Jimin's eating disorder and he couldn't live only doing things so Jimin feels comfortable about it. Yes he loved Jimin and didn't want to leave him alone but he didn't have to, he just won't have to be in his recovery.
« Maybe that will be better for the both of us, you can focus on your recovery without having to worry about me and I can let you recover at your own pace without having you feel forced into things. I think that will maybe help just a little. » He was really hoping that his idea would help, he can focus on recovery and Yoongi will stay out of it trusting that Jimin can handle it and not assume he is relapsing every other second. Jimin needed time not alone but just took his time and was allowed to move on with his life without having Yoongi always there holding his hand because it wasn't working.
The two ate their dinner together and talked once again, they weren't talking about Jimin's eating disorder or recovery. They were expressing their feelings and telling random stories from their past. It was mostly Yoongi telling funny stories but Jimin did have some good stories before his parents left him alone. They laughed together and Yoongi did not tell Jimin no when he brought up the wall idea again. This time he said yes and the two left the apartment to go for a small walk around the block.
Jimin was holding Yoongi's hand and holding his arm with his other hand to keep him close as they walked past the shops near their apartment.
Jimin stopped in his tracks when he saw one of the windows for a jewelry shop and the sparkly diamonds caught his eye and he dragged the older over to the window to show him what he was looking at.
« Look at that. » Jimin points down to a bracelet, it was sparkling, covered in white diamonds, it was dainty and obviously more of a feminine bracelet but it was obvious Jimin really liked those types of things. They caught his attention and just overall were pretty in his eyes.
« It's really beautiful. » This made ring shopping even easier for Yoongi because Jimin just pointed out something sparkly and flashy so he knew picking a more feminine engagement ring would be the best option. He was having a hard time deciding what Jimin likes but this made him a little more confident.
The two just stared at the pretty items in the window and Yoongi noticed one section that were rings, they were more like wedding and engagement rings that also had diamonds and other gems in them. He wanted to ask Jimin which one of the rings he liked the best but he knew that would be a little obvious. He didn't want to accidently hint at the fact that he was going to propose because he wanted it to be a surprise.
« One day baby I'll buy you that pretty bracelet and it will look so good on you that no one will be able to take their eyes on you. » He turned Jimin around and gently grabbed his wrists and looked down to his soft skin rubbing gently across his small wrists.
« But then they see you right next to me and they'll know I'm yours. » He smiled and Yoongi instantly melted, he loved seeing Jimin smile. It was like the best thing you could ever see and he was so happy he could see this every day hopefully for the rest of his life.
« Of course. » He brought him in so he could quickly place a kiss on the younger's lips. It was getting colder and the sky was getting darker as they continued to kiss in from of the jewelry shop window, Jimin shivered a little and he was hoping Yoongi didn't notice but he was quick to take off his jacket and place it over Jimin as they walked back to their apartment to finish off their night.
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30 minute rule || Yoonmin
Fanfiction"Your dick's small." Park Jimin is the depressed teen who was forced into a clinic with suicidal thoughts constantly surrounding him an eating disorder closely following. His mind was a battle field and the 30 minute bathroom rule was pissing him of...
