«92» Not really ready

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Yoongi didn't stay long in the shower, once Jimin stormed off he took a couple seconds before turning the shower off and getting out. Jimin was upset and he knew that so he wanted to give both of them time to calm down a little since things went too far. Once he got out he heard how silent it was he was afraid that Jimin left the apartment which made him nervous because he had no idea where Jimin would run off to. When he walked out of the bathroom the bedroom light was off and there was a little lump under the covers, it made him relax a little knowing that Jimin didn't leave.

« Babe? » When he heard nothing he closed his eyes letting a sigh pass by his lips 

He walked up the his closet trying to be as quiet as he could so he didn't disturb Jimin who looked like he was sleeping even though he wasn't sleeping at all. Jimin couldn't sleep after what happened because he couldn't stop thinking about what happened and how he was stupid. He was trying to force himself to do something that he didn't want to do and he knew that and Yoongi was just trying to help out. He felt so bad about what happened and he felt like this was all his fault so he decided to play it off like he was asleep.

« I'm so sorry Yoonie. » Jimin began to cry as soon as he heard him open the closet door making him turn to look at him.

« Jimin? » Jimin was still under the mound in the blankets and for a split second he thought he was hearing things however Jimin sat wrapping the blankets around himself to look over to Yoongi.

« You're always right. » Yoongi heard Jimin mumble again under the covers and this made him really upset. There was silence for a few more seconds before Yoongi climbed on the bed over the covers, laying right next to Jimin who remained under the covers.

« Listen, I know you want this relationship to go on to the next step. Sex is something most relationships do, I said 'most' because not every relationship relies on sex. I don't want to force you to do anything and this whole time I've been with you I've never thought about sex or thought that sex was necessary for this relationship. You tried and even though nothing more happened I still love you. » Yoongi reached up and pulled the blanket away making Jimin look up at him.

« I love you Jimin, no matter what. » He smiled down at the younger and watched as Jimin grabbed the blanket and covered himself back up hiding away from Yoongi. He was hiding to keep Yoongi from seeing the blush cross his cheeks.

« Sorry I tried to rush things with us, I was afraid you'd leave me even though you told me you'd never leave also... » Jimin started to giggle a little making Yoongi squint his eyes with confusion he looked down to the lump under the blankets and started to squeeze Jimin's arms making him squeal even more.

« What's so funny baby? » Jimin pulled the blanket away from his face to take a deep breath of air looking up at Yoongi with a smile, his eyes showed this evil look which caused Jimin to laugh at himself.

« Your dicks small. » Jimin laughed even more and Yoongi even giggled a little bit happy that Jimin was able to joke around at this moment and just in general he was happy that Jimin didn't make a bigger deal about this. He was afraid that he'd be upset for days and he wouldn't be able to talk to Jimin about his aunt coming in to his work today.

Him thinking reminded him that he still needed to talk to Jimin about what his aunt had said but he knew this wasn't the right time to talk to Jimin about this. He didn't want Jimin to relive anything at this moment, because he knew how hard it would be for him to look back on his past back where he was really sick.

« Sorry, I love you. » Jimin stopped giggling and looked up at Yoongi however he didn't feel too bad about what he said when he saw the way he shook his head with a small smile on his face.

« Don't be, I love you so much don't forget that. » Yoongi leaned down to kiss the top of Jimin's head before he started to get up and off the bed making Jimin furrow his eyebrows in confusion.

« Where are you going? » Yoongi looked over his shoulder before turning back to look at Jimin who was confused.

« I'm just going to change my shirt. » He let a little giggle pass his throat as he went to go take off his shirt reaching for a sweatshirt that he was going to sleep in so that Jimin could have it during the day while he was at work.

« I see you're wearing one of my shirts. » Yoongi pointed out making Jimin sit up and look down at the shirt he was wearing. He didn't know why but when he got out of the shower he was kind of mad at Yoongi but no matter what Yoongi or well in this case Yoongi's scent made him feel comfortable and needed.

« oh.... umm sorry, I just i don't know I thought that your shirt would be more comfortable. » The shirt was really big on him and his gripped on the shirt tightened. He was afraid that Yoongi would be mad that he was wearing his clothes but when he looked up Yoongi had a smile on his face.

« Don't apologize I tell you every time that you wear my clothes that it's okay and that I love when you wear my clothes. » Yoongi giggles a little and slides into bed right next to Jimin after he puts the sweatshirt on.

« Sorry I forgot. » Jimin giggles after he realized that he just apologized again, Yoongi plaufully rolled his eyes as he adjusted the blankets over the both of them.

Yoongi reached his arm over and laid Jimin right on his chest letting a sigh come past his lips.

« Hey I need to tell you who came by at work. »

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