« You weren't suppose to see that Park. I told you to stand back but you didn't follow my orders. » Dr. Lee was now sitting at his desk with Jimin in a seat right across from him, his head down tears still falling from his eyes but no sound was coming from his mouth meaning the sobs had come to a stop - for now.
« I'm s-sorry, I had a bad feeling. » He didn't dare look up to meet the doctors eyes, a silence following right after.
« You had a bad feeling so you thought that it was a good idea to go see what was happening? » At this point Dr. Lee was mad but he knew the younger was hurting from what he just had to witness. He tried to keep his voice down but it rose a little from the anger in his veins.
« I'm sorry she's my friend and I care about her. » He finally looked up to make eye contact, tears flooding down his eyes and he was concerned by how much he was crying. He wiped some of the tears that were dripping off of his face and landing on his shirt.
« I know Jimin but it would of been better if you found out like everyone else, threw a statement. » He sighed shaking his head while looking down at Jimin who was a complete mess in front of him.
« would that be any fucking better! Write down on a simple white sheet of paper that my friend killed herself? » Jimin rose his voice hearing a small 'watch your mouth' after he cursed. This was a new feeling for Jimin, he never had a friend before but then when he opens up and allows someone to know him she leaves.
« Yes because you wouldn't have to see your friend in that state. » He was right but Jimin knew if he never got to see Min-Ju that last time then he wouldn't believe anything, he would never get to have closure.
« That's fucked up and I'm leaving. » He slammed his hands on the desk standing up in a fury pushing some papers and documents off of Dr. Lee's desk with a small huff coming from his lips.
« Park, sit down we aren't done yet. » Dr. Lee remained calm as he stayed sitting at his desk, grabbed some papers before they fell off of the desk.
« I don't fucking need this. » He yelled grabbing at his hair in anger not really knowing how to handle these new feelings.
« We have worked in a time for you to see a counselor about what you saw. » This was the last thing that Jimin wanted to hear, he didn't want to see another one because telling someone how he feels never help.
« Oh so I can confess I want to do the same thing. So I can tell people that I hate myself and wish I could just die. » This wasn't expected to come out of his mouth, Dr. Lee stopped what he was doing and just stared up at the blonde. Jimin didn't even expect to admit what he just said.
« Jimin it might be good if you tell someone how you feel. » It could help the younger but he was too stubborn to listen.
« No let me just tell you now, I hate my life, I've been thinking about hurting and killing myself and I definitely want to do it more now. » He rose his voice, he was almost yelling and anyone walking by the room could hear what was happening.
« Jimi- »
« No I'm done, good fucking bye. » He stomped to the door swinging and slamming the door shut behind him making a loud noise.
Yoongi was waiting outside the room and he heard every thing that Jimin said. Tears of his own were almost flooding his eyes when he heard how hurt the younger must feel, even now that his friend is gone.
« Jimin wait I'll walk you to your room. » The older yelled out trying to reach out for the blonde who was fast walking down the hall.
« Leave me alone Yoongi I don't need to be babied! » He yelled not looking back and kept walking until he got down tot he end of the hall.
Yoongi ran up and swung Jimin around so he could face him, his cheeks were red and puffy and his eyes were red. It was quiet since lunch was long from over and all the patients had gone off the only sound was soft soft coming from the small boy.
« Jimin-ie, d-do you really feel that way? » He was talking about what he said about killing himself. He heard everything since he was right outside and Jimin and Dr. Lee were being a bit loud.
« Yes now get away from me. » Jimin forced his arm down getting away from Yoongi. Taking a step back yet Yoongi didn't move he just stood there looking at the younger.
« But why? » Yoongi finally took a step forward to get closer to Jimin and Jimin didn't take a step back this time.
« Why? I have no parents who love me, my mom gave up on me and my dad left when I was twelve. My aunt says she loves me but not once has she visited me, she works in the clinic offices and yet she never thinks of me. No one loves me. » He was being a bit aggressive with his words, his voice was increasing and hid cheeks were growing a pink color.
« I love you! Jimin, I. fucking. love you. » He didn't mean to say the 'L' word but he really meant what he said. He did love the blonde very much and what he said was far from a lie.
« N-No you don't Yoonie. »
« If I didn't love you then why did I kiss you, why would I let you kiss me? » Now tears were falling from both of their eyes as they just looked at each other, Jimin didn't know how to react from his confession.
« You pity me. » His voice was weak and broken and it made Yoongi's heart break.
« Shut up and kiss me. » Yoongi didn't waste no time and he pulled Jimin into a deep meaningful kiss, they were still stood in the hallway where anyone could walk out and see them but in that moment it was just them, and that's all they needed.
« I love you, Jimin-ah. » He said right as they pulled away from the kiss, his hands on Jimin's neck keeping their bodies close.
« I love you too Yoonie. » Jimin responded bringing his hands up to grab his waist leaning in and pressed his forehead on the older's chest. Feeling protected and loved.
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30 minute rule || Yoonmin
Fanfiction"Your dick's small." Park Jimin is the depressed teen who was forced into a clinic with suicidal thoughts constantly surrounding him an eating disorder closely following. His mind was a battle field and the 30 minute bathroom rule was pissing him of...
