Dr. Lee's office was cold, at least to Jimin to was for everyone else it was quite warm. The two managed to separate before they walked out of the room where Jimin's weight was taken down and walked into Dr. Lee's office one at a time making sure that no connection of any form can be seen from the two because Jimin really needed this.
They sat down, Jimin sat in a chair right in front of Dr. Lee on the other side of the desk while Yoongi sat on a chair right next to him yet far enough that the two weren't touching, they were trying to be really cautious about their relationship because if Dr. Lee found out then the whole program idea will be ruined or that's what they thought anyway.
« Alright so Jimin, you seem to be doing pretty well when it comes to your health. You aren't at risk for any life threatening issues and haven't collapsed in a long time . » Jimin didn't know how to respond to that so he just nodded his head and looked over to Yoongi who was looking right in front of him trying not to make contact with Jimin or anything.
« Now I just want to ask you a couple questions, you don't have to answer all of them but if you want to get out of him and into the program i suggest you answer them. » Dr. Lee fumbled through some of his papers on his desk glancing up quickly peeking over his glasses that laid right at the tip of his nose to see Jimin nod his head in understanding worried for the questions he was going to be asked.
« Do you think you have gotten better while being here? » He took off his glasses and set them down on his desk to give Jimin his full attention and to really listen to the answer if Jimin was going to give it at all.
« yes. » He knew if he wanted to get out of here he needed to answer these questions with the answers Dr. lee wants to hear and not what he really thinks even though he does believe he has gotten better during his stay whether he likes it or not.
« Are you scared? » Jimin wasn't expecting this type of question and he didn't really know how to answer this question and make Dr. Lee happy so he would just have to be honest and being honest for Jimin is really scary and he didn't know where his answer would head or what he'd say at all to this question.
« I'm terrified, I don't know what to expect I really don't. » He took a deep breath looking down at his lap feeling the gaze that Yoongi was giving him. Yoongi didn't know that Jimin was scared so he was really confused on why he was feeling like that and Jimin really didn't know why he was feeling like that either.
Yoongi now left like the worst boyfriend in the world because it was his job to protect Jimin and make sure he felt good about himself and make sure he happy. He kept looking at Jimin with sad eyes however Jimin didn't want to look at him, he didn't want his boyfriend to worry him because he was a little scared.
« Why are you scared? » There was another question that Jimin couldn't answer, he felt like crying, he almost had tears welling up in his eyes. He felt like he was suffocating at these simple questions he felt so stupid feeling like this. This meeting just started and Jimin felt so wrong and pushed into a small box, he really didn't like it.
« What if I can't do it? What if I fail and I I-. » He started to breathe heavy and he closed his eyes trying to regain his composer and stop thinking about his terror. This worried Yoongi even more trying to stay calm and not jump up and attack Jimin with love.
Yoongi knew that what he was about to do was uncalled for and maybe even a little suspicious towards their relationship but he scooted his chair a little closer to his boyfriend and placed his hand gently on Jimin's back and rubbed gently to try and calm him down and it actually did work a little.
« What exactly are your worries? » Dr. lee didn't want Jimin to have a panic attack but he wanted to know what Jimin felt and if he was comfortable with this program and if could handle being on his own again.
« That I'll slip back into the same habits, that I'll start smoking again that the one person I love with my life will think of my differently. » Yoongi's eyes widened but he kept his hand on Jimin's back and Jimin didn't want to admit any of this to Yoongi but for some reason Dr. lee pulls all of his emotions out and he was just focusing now on not crying or having a panic attack in any way.
« Do you think you're right for this? Do you think that this program will help you? » Jimin took a deep breath knowing that this meeting would be over soon and Jimin can go back to living his life so he just needed to take a deep breath and stay focused.
« I think this program will be the thing that keeps me sane, I am terrified of being out on my own but I know I can make it if I have the love and affection from my loved ones and be able to be in my own space where I have more control. » Yoongi had taken his hand off of Jimin trying to make this whole thing less suspicious but Jimin gently rested his hand gently on his boyfriend's thigh to let him know that he was okay and make sure he wasn't worrying as well as to let him know that when Jimin said loved ones he only meant Yoongi.
« Okay that leads right into my last question. Do you believe you can do this? » This was the one question that Jimin knew he could answer without freaking out or without thinking that he was going to have to lie about something. He even got his breathing stabled, stable enough to calm down from all the emotions he was feeling.
« I believe I can, I'm scared but I can do it. » He nodded his head, he really wanted this and he was going to get it because if Yoongi was by his side then he could do anything because Yoongi's love was enough for him.
« I'm glad that you feel that way because in order to go into this program you need to be willing to go through all the hard times. It might be hard but I like that you are confident. » Things were looking good for Jimin and it made Yoongi really happy to see Jimin this happy, Yoongi smiled and placed his hand over Jimin's hand however he completely forgot where they were and his eyes filled with love and affection towards Jimin.
« Yoongi do you have anything to add to this since you were the one to bring this whole thing up in the first place. » Dr. Lee didn't see the loving look Yoongi was giving Jimin because he was too busy looking through the paper work that needs to be signed in order for Jimin to follow through with this so he didn't catch the love being shared between the two.
« Jimin is strong, one of the strongest I know among the patients in the clinic and we've talked a couple times and he seems really dedicated to this program. » Jimin squeezed Yoongi's leg to thank him for saying that stuff. Jimin just wanted to be held by Yoongi at this moment, this whole thing was too much for him. He was feeling so overwhelmed.
« Alright I'll get all this information filled out and I want you to know now that you are in a good spot, I think you will get into this program just by what you and Yoongi have said. » Jimin's eyes got wide and he snapped his head over to Yoongi with excitement clear in his eyes and Yoongi just gave him a loving look the look he has gave him this whole meeting however Jimin's hand left Yoongi's thigh to show his excitement by clapping his hands very gently together.
« I guess we are done here, I'll let you know what the next step is. » Dr. Lee stood up meaning that this whole meaning was over so Jimin and Yoongi both stood up at the same time and Jimin couldn't help but keep the smile on his face and even Yoongi had to keep the smile off his face.
« I'll hopefully meet with you again soon. Now go on to your next scheduled event. » Jimin and Yoongi both headed out of the room and Jimin was suppose to a therapy session but Yoongi quickly looked around the cafeteria to make sure no one was there before he took Jimin's hand and rushed the both of them over to the small hallway that held the bathroom. The same bathroom that Jimin went when he begged Yoongi to go.
« Baby! » Yoongi spoke in a loud whisper holding his arms out to invite Jimin in for a huge hug, a hug that Jimin had needed for a long time, a hug that calmed him down and make him feel better and less stressed about this whole thing.
« I-I'm so happy. » Jimin was now actually crying, they were tears of joy of course but he couldn't keep them in anymore. He hid his face in Yoongi's broad chest crying his eyes out.
« I'm so happy for you. » Yoongi did have questions for Jimin but he didn't want to ruin this moment, he didn't want to upset Jimin or make him feel horrible so he just kept it to himself.
« I should go to therapy, I love you. » Jimin gave Yoongi a quick peck on the lips before running off to therapy and left Yoongi to stand there happy and excited for Jimin.
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30 minute rule || Yoonmin
Fanfiction"Your dick's small." Park Jimin is the depressed teen who was forced into a clinic with suicidal thoughts constantly surrounding him an eating disorder closely following. His mind was a battle field and the 30 minute bathroom rule was pissing him of...
