30 minute rule || Yoonmin

«70» 'I love you'

« Y-Yoongi? » Jimin's voice was shaky as he tried to look around to see where his boyfriend was. His head was fuzzy and his vision was blurry, he could barley focus on anything except his heavy breathing but Yoongi was right in front of him. Even though he was frustrated with Jimin at the moment he couldn't let Jimin suffer like this.

« It's me you're okay. » Yoongi wrapped his arms tighter around Jimin to try and calm him down even though Jimin as trying to push the older away from him. He didn't want to push the older away but he couldn't really think of what he was doing all he knew was that something was closing in on him as he drowned.

« Don't leave me. » Jimin's voice was still really shaky as he tried to express what he was feeling in that current moment. He made grabby hands at the material of Yoongi's shirt trying to focus on one thing.

« I'm never going to leave you. » Yoongi softly spoke in his boyfriend's ear to try and relax the younger a little bit. Jimin was afraid that Yoongi was going to break up with him and Yoongi knew that and he wanted to let the younger know that he was never going to leave. He couldn't even think of what life would be like without him.

The older ran his fingers through Jimin's hair gently massaging his scalp relaxing Jimin even more. It didn't take long for Jimin to calm down and come back to reality, usually he stays in these scary panic attacks for a long time but with Yoongi he just feels so much better. He kept rubbing the younger's scalp wanting to be as close to Jimin as possible.

« I'm sorry if I upset you, you obviously don't love me the same as before I mean who would want a boy like me? depressed and sick. » Jimin was still talking and the words that were coming out of his mouth surprised him, he had no idea he was going to confess all this to Yoongi. 

« Jimin don't say those things, what makes you think those horrible things? » He knew what he did to make Jimin feel like this but he didn't like it when Jimin put himself down. It's one of the rules in the clinic 'don't put yourself or others down' yet Jimin was doing just that.

« You didn't show up last night, I just assumed that was you telling me you didn't like me anymore. » Jimin grabbed the ends of the blankets wrapping himself up trying to warm him up even more, he even rested his head against the wall as Yoongi sat in front of him on his knees.

« What? of course not, I thought you sitting with that staff member for every lunch was you telling me you were moving on. » Now this was where things got complicated, Yoongi thought Jimin was trying to move on and Jimin thought Yoongi was trying to break up with him everything was as mess.

« What? I-I don't know what you mean. » Jimin trying to play dumb wasn't helping this situation at all. It just made Yoongi think he was guilty for trying to say he wasn't doing anything with that other staff member.

« Come on Jimin, every single fucking meal time you two were always together. » He didn't want to raise his voice and send Jimin into another panic but he couldn't help it he was mad and upset.

« Do you even want me to explain? You should of went to my room and talked to me about Dr. Sung, I could of told you there was nothing going on. » Jimin shook his head looking down towards the floor in front of him.

« Listen I have so much shit going on outside of this clinic and I don't really know how to handle anything anymore. » He was truthful because he truly didn't know what to do anything anymore, with Jin leaving and moving in with his boyfriend and now Jimin was with another guy. 

« You can talk to me, listen if you are really jealous of Dr. Sung don't be. He's just helping me, he's also like 35? So please don't get that idea. » Jimin shook his head still not looking in front of him to his boyfriend.

« I feel really dumb right now. » Of course that's what staff members are for, helping the patients so why did he think something else was going on?

« Don't feel like that. » Now Jimin was feeling really bad, he should of told Yoongi that he was getting help but he was getting help for Yoongi.

« I saw you with another man and I freaked out. This is my first real relationship and I already fucked up. » Yoongi sighed moving over so that he was sitting right next to Jimin against the wall avoiding eye contact with him all together.

« Relationships are hard I don't even know how these things work but I know that for a healthy relationship we need to talk. If we have a problem or if you see me with another man that you don't like then just talk to me about it. » 

« I know you're right but I can't help how I feel. » Yoongi felt really bad in this moment because he couldn't control how he felt about Jimin. He wanted the younger all to himself without anyone getting in the way.

« Do you want to know something? » Jimin turned his head to the side to look at Yoongi finally resting against the wall.

« What? » The older did the same thing, he turned his head to the side to stare at his cute boyfriend who had pink cheeks and and a small smile on his face.

« I love you. » Now both of them were smiling, Yoongi finally got to see Jimin smile wide his eyes disappeared and his cute teeth.

« R-Really? » Yoongi couldn't believe what he was hearing, Jimin loved him.

« Yes. » Jimin giggled finding it cute how Yoongi couldn't believe what he was hearing.

« I love you too. » They both were still smiling as they both leaned closer to each other to gently press their lips together. Their kiss was soft and warm as they got lost in each others touch.