«151» Anxiety sucks

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Ha-na had texted Yoongi to send her a text of what the two wanted and that they should go straight to the house so that they could be there when the movers get there. That's what they did.

« Alright I'll go open the door for them. » Yoongi gripped Jimin's thigh, they were both in the car in the driveway as the movers were parked on the street ready to be let into the house.

« Okay Yoon, I'll be in soon. » Jimin just wanted to sit in the car for a bit and be alone as he thinks. Yoongi respected that and gave his fiancé a quick kiss on the lips before getting out and going to let the movers in.

Jimin just wanted to slow everything down, that was a tip from his therapist. If he was feeling overwhelmed and felt like things were going too fast and his head was getting cloudy then he should just sit alone and think. Think about why he's feeling overwhelmed, if he figures out why he is feeling this way then he could easily calm down and really take a step back. He closed his eyes and took a deep breath as he just tried to relax his muscles because he tends to tense his muscles when he gets overwhelmed.

Once he calmed down he heard a car come up behind him, he looked back to see Ha-na and Su-ji getting out of their car and talking to Yoongi who came outside.

« Hey guys, you're here with food! » Yoongi smiled walking over and taking the bag of food away from Su-ji no matter how much she denied and wanted to carry it, he insisted.

« Where's Jimin? » Ha-na asked, Jimin usually never leaves Yoongi's side so it was weird that he didn't come out with him.

« He's in the car, he didn't want to come in because I think he is feeling an increase of emotions and he'll join us when he calms down. This is too much for him I think. » Yoongi sighed looking back at the car, he felt bad but he knew that Jimin needed to be alone just right now and sort out some of his emotions.

« Of course he can join when he's ready. » Su-ji smiled, she understood so she took Ha-na's hand and guided her into the house, Yoongi followed with the bag of food behind them.

Yoongi put the bag of food on the counter in the kitchen. Right when Yoongi was getting out all the food Jimin walked through the front door going over to them.

« Hey babe, you hungry? » Yoongi asked when he noticed Jimin walking into the kitchen.

« Sure. » Jimin mumbled walking over to Yoongi wrapping his arms around his waist and hiding his face in Yoongi's chest.

« Jimin they already put your bed into your room, I can find your blankets and you can take a nap. » Su-ji suggested because for her when she got overwhelmed and got anxious, taking a nap helped her forget about what she was stressing about and she knew this was a stressful moment for him.

« But I want to help unpack things. » He stayed close to Yoongi but glanced over at Su-ji, he knew she was trying to help but he wanted to help unpack.

« If you are feeling anxious then sleep it off we'll get everything done. » She nodded, Jimin decided to think for a couple seconds. Sleeping did sound really nice because he hated feeling this way but really wanted to help with the unpacking since this was going to be his house.

« Come here I'll help you get in bed trust me we got everything handled. » She held her hand out and Jimin really felt comfortable around Su-ji so he felt fine taking her hand and having her guide him towards his new bedroom.

« Are they... friends? » As soon as they went into the bedroom Ha-na expressed what she was thinking.

« I guess? Jimin has never been like that with anyone but me. » The two were just staring over towards the bedroom door in awe at what just happened in front of them.

« Something happened and I'm surprised because I wanted to be the one to be close to Jimin first. » She pouted and looked over to Yoongi who shrugged and started to eat some of the eggs that came with his meal.

« Does it get better? » Jimin asked as he laid down on the bed as Su-ji was opening a box to get out the blankets.

« Does what get better? » She grabbed some of the blankets out of the box ready to place the blankets over the younger who was laying still.

« The anxiety and everything? » He has been feeling really anxious and overwhelmed recently and he never really felt that before so he was afraid to tell Yoongi but he therapist told him what he was feeling.

« Um well for me I could barely function with everything that was going on with me but after my doctor prescribed me anxiety medication then I did start to feel better. » She started to drap the blankets over Jimin so that he could get comfortable in the cold room.

« Yeah maybe I should do that. » Jimin looked away, he knew he would have to tell Yoongi about this anxiety he was feeling but he knew it was just because of this huge change he hoped that everything would get better after they get settled in.

« I totally recommend it especially if you hate the feeling of being anxious, just lay here and try to sleep it off okay? » He nodded at what she said when she put the final blanket over him.

« Thank you again. » He looked at her, she was kind of confused on what he was saying thanks for but it seemed like a routine at this point.

« Boy why do you keep thanking me? » She never met anyone who thanked her this much, she didn't even feel like she did that much.

« Because if you didn't mention you having therapy then I would have felt alone and trapped but now I hope you can be someone who I talk to who isn't Yoongi. » He smiled because he wouldn't of been taking a nap right now if it wasn't for her he would have tried to just take a couple deeps breaths and he would of ended up having an anxiety attack.

« Of course, if you need anything call me okay? I'll leave my number so if you need me you can call me okay? » Jimin was already feeling sleepy and Su-ji could tell so she ran her fingers through his hair when he nodded and mumbled another 'thank you.'

Once she left the room was when she faced the confused stares of Yoongi and Ha-na who were both equally confused as they ate their breakfast waiting for their questions to be answered.

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