« What rule was it? » Jimin asked still stood in Yoongi's arms. He was looking into the older's eyes as they shared a moment, which only lasted a second.
« Stupid rule number 13 which is take care of yourself, Dr. Lee knows I haven't been taking good care of myself so he's going to have me on his watch list. » Jimin had no clue what a watch list was but he could tell it was something upsetting. It was obvious that Yoongi wasn't taking good care of himself, he looked sleep deprived and he was getting skinnier every day.
« Well you need to Yoonie. Promise me when you get home you'll eat before anything else? I don't care if you have something due you have to eat. » of course he was speaking from experience but he truly didn't want Yoongi going down the same path he did. He knew how an eating disorder can affect ones life and the toll it takes on a persons body.
« I have everything under control baby. » He took a step back away from the pairs tight embrace yet still managed to hold both of the younger's hands in his, rubbing his thumbs over his knuckles softly.
« That's What everyone says then next thing you know they're in here, trust me I would know. » Yoongi hated that he was right, he hated that someone was telling him the truth on what would happen to him. He wasn't dumb, he studied mental health and eating disorders so he knew everything about them, he wasn't going to go down that path.
« I promise you I'll be careful okay? I'll get enough sleep from now on. » This made Jimin smile, he even brought his hand up, disconnecting their hands to hold his pinky up in front of the older to initiate a pinky promise.
« Promise me you will sleep and eat the daily recommended amount each day. » That was cute, the way Jimin moved his eyes from his boyfriend's down to his own hand to signal him to confirm the promise.
« If I promise then you have to promise me you'll also get better. I can't be in this alone. » Yoongi then held up his hand, poking his pinky out. There was a moment of silence as the two stared down at their pinkies.
« Promise. » They two intertwined their pinky's together to form a pinky promise. Jimin's finger was a lot smaller then Yoongi which made him smile looking down. The way the older males hand engulfed the younger's was something to giggle about.
They moved their thumbs up to seal the promise, touching the pad of their thumbs together. The two smiled before letting go, Jimin quickly grabbing a fist full of Yoongi's shirt before pulling him in to another hug. He loved hugging Yoongi because they were always warm and welcoming. He felt safe and protected like nothing can hurt them, not even Dr. Lee can break them apart, they are too strong.
« I probably should go, I don't know when the monitoring will actually start. » Yoongi pulled away to see the younger's eyebrows furrowed together and his bottom lip jutted up into a pout. The sight was so cute to see, he just wanted to kiss the pout right off of his lips.
« I'm on the watch list, meaning another staff member needs to keep tabs on me it's nothing major, they just need to know I'm good for this job. » Jimin grabbed Yoongi's forearms and pulled him closer, the pout still on his lips.
« What will that do to us? » That was the only thing that Jimin was worried about. What if Yoongi can't visit after his shift is done, maybe they won't see each other at all.
« It shouldn't change a thing but we still need to be careful, Dr. Su will take anything and run to Dr. Lee. » Just saying their names was hard to hear, especially when they have all the power.
« Alright. » Jimin was still pouting, Yoongi just smiled at how cute Jimin looked up at him. He didn't want to move, he didn't want to leave his boyfriend and if he could he would stay. Yet of course there was a rule against being in patients rooms.
He leaned in for a kiss, it was just a peck but the kiss carried so much love and affection. It was warm and welcoming, reassuring both of them that they can keep this secret a secret.
« I'll see you tomorrow. » The two finally had to break apart and that was the worst thing they had to do. They just wanted to stay will each other all night but they knew that wasn't possible.
Jimin nodded, he didn't want to speak, his cheeks were burning as if he needed to cry and that was because he wanted to. He has to leave his boyfriend every night and that was a hard thing he had to do. He gets his first boyfriend but they have to keep it a secret and never speak about it to anyone. He just can't wait until he can show off what's his.
With that Yoongi left, the room now feeling cold and lifeless as Jimin stood by the door. It was almost like it was on cue, as soon as the door shut, tears made their way down his cheeks and falling onto his shirt. Devastated, he stumbled over to his bed, collapsing and shoving his face into his pillow so muffle to cries.
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30 minute rule || Yoonmin
Fanfiction"Your dick's small." Park Jimin is the depressed teen who was forced into a clinic with suicidal thoughts constantly surrounding him an eating disorder closely following. His mind was a battle field and the 30 minute bathroom rule was pissing him of...
