Eventually Yoongi had to let Jimin go, he didn't want to but Jimin needed to eat his lunch. He gently pushed the younger away for a little bit before he leaned in bumping their foreheads together. It hurt Yoongi to have to pull away but he gently pushed Jimin's shoulder making him sit up.
« Can you try and eat for me? » Yoongi spoke in a gentle soft voice trying to make Jimin feel comfortable enough to eat.
Jimin just nodded his head because he knew if he spoke his voice would be really shaky. He watched Yoongi turn around and grab the tray off of the side table bringing it over in front of Jimin on the bed. For lunch he had some chicken and beans for his protein that the nutritionist said he needed along with rice. Just looking down at the food made Jimin's stomach turn hearing rustling as Yoongi grabbed the fork for Jimin to eat, he did eat some breakfast but lunch was always the hardest thing for him to eat.
« F-Feed me please. » Yoongi's heart broke just listening to his broken voice, looking down to see how shaky Jimin's hands were, just how nervous he was. There was no way Jimin could feed himself looking at how shaky he was so Yoongi was happy to feed him.
« Of course babe. » The nickname slipped out again yet Jimin was too scared to notice and for Yoongi he just liked how it rolled off his tongue.
Yoongi stabbed a piece of seasoned chicken holding it up in front of Jimin trying to not make it look intimidating. Jimin softly leaned in and bite the chicken softly pulling it off the fork making it fall into his mouth where he chewed with his eyes squeezed shut. Once he chewed for a couple seconds he swallowed opening his eyes to look at Yoongi who smiled proudly at him making his heart flutter in his chest.
« What? » Jimin was kind of annoyed that the older was looking at him when eating the chicken.
« Nothing you're just beautiful. » The sentenced slipped out but he wasn't regretting anything, he breathed out heavily when the younger didn't say anything. Jimin just sat there in silence looking Yoongi dead in the eyes. He was confused on why Yoongi said something like that and why his heart beat fast.
« C-can I kiss you? » This was what startled Jimin, Yoongi actually wanted to kiss him? No one has ever said that to Jimin at all, no one wanted to kiss him so that's what made him think it was a joke.
« Stop that's not funny. » Jimin shook his head looking down and to the side where the tray of food sat. His heart did start beating fast at the older's words, he wanted to smile but he tried to tell himself that he was joking.
« I-I'm not trying to be funny Jiminie, let me kiss you. » This one sentence made Jimin freeze in his spot, his hands started to sweat along with his the warmth he felt in his chest. So he did want to kiss him, but why?
Jimin has never kissed someone before, no one has ever wanted to kiss him. Who would want to kiss someone who was broken from the inside out, someone who can't even love himself. Jimin didn't respond to the older instead he let Yoongi carefully caress his cheek gently brushes the pad on his thumb under his glossy eyes.
They both were breathing fast getting lost in each others eyes, every so often Yoongi would take breaks by glancing down at the younger's plump lips that were red from being chapped and sore. After a while Yoongi started to lean in making Jimin follow their noses bumping gently against each other. Jimin closed his eyes bringing one of his hands up to grab Yoongi's wrist and lean into the touch, it wasn't long before their lips touches in a gentle peck.
This was Jimin's first kiss and Yoongi knew that it was so the kiss was short and very simple. Their lips didn't touch that long yet when they pulled away they both wanted more, they wanted to never let go of each other. The kiss was too short so they leaned in once more connecting their lips this time for a little longer, not really moving their lips just a long peck. Yoongi didn't want to shove his tongue down his throat since it was Jimin's first kiss and he didn't want to hurt the younger. They pulled away again both opening their eyes at the same time, Yoongi smiled looking down a Jimin's blush pink cheeks.
Jimin wanted to kiss the older over and over again not knowing the feeling in his chest was love, that he was starting to have romantic feelings for the older.
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30 minute rule || Yoonmin
Fanfiction"Your dick's small." Park Jimin is the depressed teen who was forced into a clinic with suicidal thoughts constantly surrounding him an eating disorder closely following. His mind was a battle field and the 30 minute bathroom rule was pissing him of...
