Yoongi was the one to order some food, he just ordered two large pizza's one cheese and the other pepperoni. All four of them decided to just sit on the floor and have the pizza on the coffee table so Yoongi brought out pillows so they could sit on it and he even brought out a blanket to wrap around Jimin who still hasn't spoken a word. The three of them all had been sipping the wine that Su-ji had brought while Jimin was just drinking some ice water because he was scared of what would happen if he did consume just a little bit of alcohol since his past consisted of a lot of beet and didn't want to go back.
Yoongi didn't push him to do anything however he was left alone with the married couple only for a few moments so that Yoongi could go pay for the pizza. He refused to look up and make eye contact with the girls in front of him, Ha-na knew that he was shy or had anxiety just by how he was sitting with his head down and his hands resting on his lap so she made sure her wife knew not to ask him questions directly so he doesn't feel overwhelmed because she knew how hard that was.
She used to be just like Jimin, she used to let her anxiety get the best of her so she had those moments where she wanted to just crawl in a ball and disappear and hated meeting new people because that just made everything worse. She didn't have pity for him in any way and she wasn't going to treat him like a baby but she did want to make sure he was comfortable since she knew what he was thinking and probably what was going through his head.
All four of them well Jimin wasn't really eating and he was hoping no one noticed but the pizza in front of him was making his stomach growl and he couldn't help but stare down at it and watch everyone else eat, he didn't want anyone to notice he wasn't eating so he grabbed one of the small plates everyone had and put a slice on just to show he wasn't different.
« So when did you guys get married? » Yoongi wanted to get to know the married couple a little more since he only knew a little about Ha-na. They all were kind of talking before the pizzas got there but now he wanted to really get to know each other.
« We got married last summer actually, it was a small wedding, just certain friends and family, the ones who support us and don't stand there saying we don't know what we are doing. » Su-ji answered the question, their wedding was super cute and small, Su-ji loved it and never really wanted a huge wedding. It was perfect for the two of them since most of their family didn't support them.
« It sucks having family who doesn't like you being gay, its like a slap in the face. » Yoongi took a bite of his pizza, he thought back to his parents, mostly his mom who was the most disgusted when he told them he might like men. She acted like she raised a monster but he was moved out already at that point so she couldn't really kick him out she just had to live with the fact that her only son is gay and she just thought she raised him wrong.
« Tell me about it, my mom used to throw up at the thought of a gay couples and would point and say horrible things to me out in public and one time she tried to call one out and talk shit about them and I turned to her and told her and pretty much everyone around that I was gay and told her to shut up because I was tired of her shit. » Su-ji spoke, her dad was the only one who really didn't mind her being gay but her mom was the biggest hater and did not like the lgbt community at all and forbid him from going to wedding.
« That sucks. My parents weren't the nicest either. » Yoongi spoke. Ha-na took a sip of her wine, her parents did support her only a little because they did not want to meet her wife but they realized that they still loved their daughter so they didn't want to say anything more.
« Anyway when did you guys meet, you guys seem really young for a married couple. » He didn't say it in a mean way but the couple sitting in front of him did seem young and knew Ha-na wasn't that much older than him and he did want to get off the parent topic before someone asked Jimin about his family because that wasn't going to go well and they left him for a completely different reason that Jimin did not want to talk about.
« We actually met in 8th grade but around that time we weren't friends, we knew each other but didn't know each other if you know what I mean. We started talking to each other junior year when all my friends found out I liked girls and left me alone during lunch and she was the one to grab me and let me each with her and her friends and after that we just clicked. We started dating senior year and got married after college. » Ha-na was the one who answered this question as Yoongi opened his eyes wide, he never knew a couple who met way back and dated in high school. He never knew those types of relationships lasted since not a lot of people marry their high school sweethearts but he did find it cute.
« So how did you guys meet? » Ha-na asked and that was when everything went quiet, Yoongi looked down at Jimin because the two didn't know that they'd be asked this question and didn't prepare anything to say. Yoongi didn't know how to answer and he could see the panic in Jimin's eyes because Jimin didn't want anyone to know where they met, especially people who were supposed to be their friends because he thought that it would change how he is treated.
After a couple seconds Jimin could feel so many eyes on him and he then stood up not making eye contact with anyone and just left. He ran down the hallway and closed himself in the bedroom, his heart was racing because he wanted to keep his disorder a secret and he would need to tell them Yoongi met him when he was sick. He sat down on the bed placing his hand over his heart feeling his heart rate, he felt so stupid.
He hated how he couldn't just meet new people without having an anxiety attack, he wished he could talk to new people who weren't his therapist. He wasn't normal and he knew he could never be, was he even going to be okay? He didn't know, all he knew was he was sick and different. Him and Yoongi were never going to be like Ha-na and Su-ji and be just a normal cute couple; it just couldn't happen.
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30 minute rule || Yoonmin
Fanfiction"Your dick's small." Park Jimin is the depressed teen who was forced into a clinic with suicidal thoughts constantly surrounding him an eating disorder closely following. His mind was a battle field and the 30 minute bathroom rule was pissing him of...