30 minute rule || Yoonmin

«62» Nightmares

Jimin ended up falling asleep in the older's arms after about five minutes of cuddling. Yoongi found it cute how Jimin mouth opens a little while he sleeps, releasing the prettiest snores ever. Jimin's cheeks turned a soft blush pink, the blush reaching his cute little nose. Jimin was so cute that Yoongi didn't want to leave but Yoongi knew in about an hour Dr. Lee would leave and close up so he had to go before the doctor noticed he was still there. If Dr. Lee found him leaving later than he has to then he would become suspicious.

He slowly started to sit up, gently taking Jimin head and placing it ever so softly down on the pillow Yoongi was laying on. He slowly stood up trying not to move too much a wake the younger. He placed a small kiss on Jimin's forehead before bringing the blankets up and tucking him in knowing he was going to be cold in the morning if he didn't. Just looking at the younger sleep peacefully was enough to have Yoongi smiling like an idiot. He just couldn't help but watch his cute boyfriend's chest rise and fall.

He regretted leaving but it's what he had to do. Leaving Jimin's room was the hardest thing he has had to do and his heart just clenched when he shut the door behind himself. He frowned as he walked to the staff room, he never stopped pouting as he slid his jacket on, grabbing his phone, wallet, and keys. The staff room was quiet and he was the only one in the room. It was peaceful without Dr. Su begging him to go out for drinks.

Yet if it was up to him he would sprint back to Jimin's room and just sleep in there. He would fall asleep happy for the first time in a while after Jin left. Now when he goes home he'll be alone, in an apartment that was once shared.

Jin was still going to be gone for a little longer. Yoongi knew the whole fighting needed to come to an end and nothing would get done if they were both bickering. Yoongi didn't know if the older was ever going to come back, he wanted him to. Yoongi didn't have to money to keep the apartment if Jin leaves. He would have to ask Dr. Lee for a raise or pick up some extra work on the side.

He ran his hands threw his hair forcing his hair up and off his forehead. He felt like crying so he sucked in a breath walking out of the room and down the hall towards the doors which lead to the small room containing elevators. His cheeks burned as the feeling to cry grew more and more, his eyes were slowly watering but he kept them down as much as possible.

He passed Dr. Lee's office so thankful that the door didn't open because if Dr. Lee saw him during this time he would need to answer a lot of questions. He breathed a sigh of relief when the elevator doors closed leaving him in the cold silent steel elevator.

The day for Yoongi ended the same as every other day except without his roommate Jin. He got home, showered, finished up some work from uni, then went to bed. Without dinner which has become the new normal for him. He's only had time for a small lunch during his break, he wakes up too early and gets home late so he doesn't have time for it. His stomach doesn't growl much and he just forgets about the empty feelings after a while. He knew if he continued he'd be right where Jimin was but he wasn't like him, he wasn't doing it to loose weight, he just didn't have any time.

Jimin at this point woke up from the lack of heat against his body. He didn't have to open his eyes to realize Yoongi wasn't there. It hurt his heart to know that he couldn't spend a full night with his new boyfriend. His bed was small anyway so it wouldn't be comfortable to sleep on together but Jimin was willing to do anything. He just wanted to be with the one man he came to love.

He had a hard time falling back asleep but once he did he wouldn't have very pleasant dreams. He's been having nightmares lately about Yoongi. Ever since the two became official he would dream that Dr. Lee found out and fired Yoongi, forcing the two apart. Yoongi wouldn't even visit him after he got fired in the dream either it felt as if Yoongi just dated him so he would have something to do during his work shift. It hurt his heart so much knowing he was just a toy to be played with. This made Jimin really think if he was someone the older loved. This stupid dream which has been recurring for a while made his heart shatter, it made him loose all hope.

The only thing that kept him going was when he woke up realizing that the dream wasn't real, he knew it wasn't real but he knew the consequences he would face if Dr. lee ever found out about them dating. It scared him, it really did. Knowing that if one person knew what the two were doing then he would never be able to see his boyfriend again. His world would fall apart.