Regrets of Yesterday

Chapter Fifty Four

Sammy's POV

              It has been days since that fateful day at sa hindi malamang dahilan, biglang parang nawalan ako ng gana. Parang naging matamlay yung pakiramdam ko. Hanggang ngayon iniisip ko parin yung nangyari. Tama ba yung naging desisyon ko? Tama ba yung mga salitang binitawan ko? Hindi ko din alam kung tama ba na nagkaroon kami nang ganoong klase ng pag-uusap. Hindi ba't parang huli na? Alam ko sa sarili ko na mahal ko si Justin pero hindi ko lang kasi kayang makita na nasasaktan si Allen, much more na makita syang umiiyak. He's my first love after all. Kung pwede ko lang sabihin sa kanya nung araw na yun na pwedeng maging kami, na may chance pa o kaya bawiin yung mga binitawan kong salita, gagawin ko. Sana ganun kadali ang lahat, pero hindi. There's Justin. Ayoko syang saktan. Sya yung naging sandalan at kakampi ko sa loob ng isang buong taon. Sya yung dahilan kung bakit ko nagawang maging okay, makausad. Sya yung nagparealized sakin na maraming tao yung nagmamahal sakin at hindi ko kailangang gawing malungkot yung buhay ko dahil lang sa isang tao.

*beep* *beep*

Agad na inabot ko yung phone ko na nasa bedside table ko lang. it's Adri.

From: Adri Montes

Have you seen Allen's tweet? You should.

I creased my forehead. Ano namang kinalaman ko dun? But then because we are born curious, I logged in to my twitter account and search for his. I immediately found it.

Allen Mntclr @/JhnAllenMntclr

Somebody owns you now... I tried to live somehow.

I don't know if it is my assuming side that is thinking but I do have a gut feeling na may kinalaman 'to sa naging pag-uusap namin.

His tweet accrued different reactions from different people.

Brianna A @/BrnFA

@/JhnAllenMntclr why do I have a feeling that it is all about Angel face? We're here for you, always.

Grazz @/Grazeeehopper

@/JhnAllenMntclr waaaaaah! Naiiyak akooooooo.

Irene S @/Sue_Irene

@/JhnAllenMntclr wish I can say it's okay. But I am here, wherever, whenever.

Allenatics @/AllenaticsOfficial

@/JhnAllenMntclr di natin sila bati. Bibili tayong lobo at ice cream.

Marc_o @/Mrc02

@/JhnAllenMntclr heads up bro! You'll get through it.

After an hour his tweet became the hot topic on TW and even trended number 1 on the PH trend list.

Hindi ko alam pero naaapektuhan ako sa nangyayari. Allen is my friend after all. Sobrang gulong-gulo na ko. Hindi ba pwedeng masaya nalang lahat? Wala ng kumplikado? Kung pwede lang talaga eh. I'll do anything just to make them all happy.

"Ate! Ate! Omg! Have you seen kuya Allen's tweet? It's the hot trending topic on PH TW! Ano bang nangyari?" Yesha said as she enters my room.