Bucky Barnes Imagines

Love Me (2) - S.S.

You finally got to your apartment after having a kidnapping case of a little girl that went horribly wrong. Sebastian is sitting down on the floor with his back against the door.

"Hey," Sebastian said looking up at you.

You clenched your jaw trying your hardest not to cry. Sebastian stood up and you unlocked the door with trembling hands. He followed you in and closed the door behind the both of you. You had your back to him as tears started streaming down your face. You took off the badge and the gun placing them down on the coffee table.

"You okay?" Sebastian asked.

You shook your head no and turned to him. He immediately wrapped his arms around you tightly and you clung onto his shirt. You broke down crying. Sebastian's heart pretty much broke seeing and hearing you cry. You haven't really cried in years. You've always lock your emotions tight in a safe deep deep down. Being vulnerable has been really hard for you to show. It's one of the reasons it ended with you and Sebastian.

"I'm here, Y/n," Sebastian whispered softly and pressed his lips against your forehead. "I've got you."

He ended up picking you up and taking you into your bedroom. He laid you on the bed and took off your shoes and his own. He climbed in next to you and just wrapped his arms around you.

Sebastian came to see you since he's been having nightmares over the whole serial killer trying to kill him. He was outside your door for three hours. He just had to see you since the last dream was about you dying. He had to make sure you are alive. He's glad that he's holding you now. It's not at all what he was expecting but just having your presence near him soothes him.

"What happened?" Sebastian asked softly once you calmed down a bit.

"It was a case of a kidnapped little girl and I couldn't save her," you cried.

He immediately kissed your forehead and wiped away the tears.

"Jesus, I don't how you do it, Y/n," Sebastian said. "I know nothing I say will make things any better but I know for a fact that you did everything in your power to save her. I'm so sorry."

You just buried your head into his chest and clutched onto his shirt tightly.

(Time skip)

Sebastian woke up startled from a nightmare. He immediately looked for you but you aren't in the bed. He starts getting worried until you come into your room wearing a oversized NYPD shirt and a mug filled hot coffee. You smiled at him and he smiled at you.

"I didn't make you coffee," you said grinning and you climbed into the bed.

"That's okay," He said taking the warm mug out of your hands.

He takes a sip to realize it's just black coffee.

"Jesus, I keep forgetting that you like your bean juice dark like your soul," he said reaching over you and placing the mug on the nightstand.

You rolled your eyes and said, "you like white mochas cause your white as fuck and your soul isn't even dark. It's pure."

He grinned and wrapped his arms around you.

"Don't you have work?" He asked.

"No, my boss is making me spend a day at home," you said.

"That's great! You can deal with me for the day!" Sebastian said.

"What are we doing?" You asked laying back into the pillows.

"Well, I gotta go deal with Christopher," Sebastian said placing his head on your shoulder.

"Lame," You said wrapping your arms around him. "Wait, why were you at my door at 3am?"

"Well, I was there at 12am and you didn't show up until 3am," he said. "Plus I couldn't sleep."

"Dumbass," You said. "But I'm glad you came."

"Me too," Sebastian said.

To be continued?