The Pretender

𝐂𝗁𝖺𝗉𝗍𝖾𝗋 20

Warning: Light matured content ahead!

Eaze’s pov.

Fuck, I can’t sleep.

I’ve been walking around, thinking lots of shit, trying to make myself feel tired. It’s midnight and I still can’t fall asleep.

I decided to go outside and get some water from the fridge, but suddenly stopped and stood still when I noticed her sleeping on the sofa.

What the fuck am I thinking? Letting her sleep here? It’s not gentlemanly— but I had my reasons. Napatuon ako ng pansin sa kanyang mukha.

She’s sleeping like an angel— wait, cut those words.

Mukha syang tulog-baboy sa sofa. I can’t help it. I tried to stop myself from laughing, pero natawa rin ako ng mahina sa huli.

I walked in her direction to see her up close, pero tila natigilan ako at nabigla rin dahil wala sa wisyo syang nahulog sa kanyang kinahihigaan.

Damn, hindi ko inasahan ’yon, kaya halos wala rin akong nagawa sa pagkakahulog niya.

Lalapit na sana ako sa kanya upang buhatin na siya, pero natigilang ulit ako— when I heard her sweet voice making moan sounds.

Fuck. Did she just moan? Eaze, kalma.

Lumapit akong agaran sa kanya at inalalayan siya nang maigi upang mabuhat nang ayos sana. Napailing na lang ako nang tuluyan ko na syang mabuhat. Ang payat nyang tingnan, but I think she has a pretty high weight— like a pig.

Dahan-dahan ko syang inihiga at ibinalik sa pwesto niya, bago inayos ang kanyang kumot.

I suddenly stopped and stared at her face for a second, then gently touched and cherished her hair.

“Sleep well, you need to rest at least.”

Agad akong tumayo upang umalis at bumalik na sana sa aking kwarto, but her voice made me stop.

“Wag mo ’kong iwan,” wika niya, kaya napabaling ako ng bahagyang tingin sa kanya to check if she’s now awake— but I guess I was wrong.

She’s still sleeping. Talking in her sleep, huh? I smiled, nang makitang tulog pa rin siya, then suddenly felt my abnormal heartbeat just by staring at her.

Napailing ako, then napababa ang tingin ko sa mapula nyang labi. It looks like it’s tempting me. I gulped and tried to calm myself, but then, I just found myself approaching her.

Fuck, what am I doing?

It felt like my body had a mind of its own— doing things I don’t normally do. And sometimes, it felt like it was controlling me.

Don’t tell me— fuck, don’t even try to kiss her.

I betrayed myself, because the last thing I knew? I was already kissing her lips— smoothly. Isang nakaw na halik lang sana, kaso pag-angat ko, bumungad syang nakatingin.

Did I wake her up?

“Aya, let me explain—”

“I’ve been waiting for you—”

“Huh?” Wait, alam na niya?

“Kuyang pandesal...” kuyang pandesal? Inakala niya bang nagbebenta ako ng pandesal? This woman...

Aalis na sana ako, pero bigla niya akong hinigit sa aking kwelyo kaya napalapit ulit ako sa kanya. Delikado ang lagay niya kapag pinagpatuloy pa niya ito.

Even I can’t control myself.

But the thing is— hinila niya ’ko nang husto bago siniil ng halik ang labi ko. Parang nawala ako sa wisyo when she did that. Hindi ko ’yon lubos na inasahan, pero tinugon ko ang kanyang halik. And now? I can’t even stop myself form ravishing her lips.