A light || Ricky and Nini

Chapter 22

Nini POV

Mine and Ricky's last day alone together went way too quickly for my liking. We studied together and remained close all day and I just wanted it to last forever. At one point in the day my head rested on his lap, and his fingertips ran through my hair and I ended up turning myself into his stomach and falling asleep. I woke up to soft hands underneath my shirt, running up and down my back. When I looked up at him, I swore I saw every ounce of love in his facial expression and I think I fell deeper in love with him. "What?" He had whispered to me. "I'm just so in love with you" I told him. He smiled and pulled me into his arms "well guess what?" He said softly to me. I looked at him and he whispered in my ear "I'm just as in love with you."

It was around 3 in the afternoon and we wanted to get out of the house. We were walking around the block for the third time when Ricky asks me what we should do tonight. I look up at him and he chuckles. "Not like that Nins!" I giggle and wrap my arm around his waist while his rests around my shoulder. "Movie? Pizza?" He says to me. "It's our last night with the house to ourself" I say to him slowly. He stops walking and turns me to him, "I know that baby" he says with a beautiful grin on his face. "What do you want to-" he starts but I cut him off by placing a soft kiss on his lips. He pulls me closer to him immediately and I don't realize how cold I am until I'm up against his body. I unzip his jacket and place my arms in it, wrapping myself around his middle while pressing into the warmth and I feel him sign. "Guess I'll have to figure out what you want to do later-" he says but I reach up and place my hand over his mouth, earning a laugh from him. "Let's go home babe." He says, and he puts his jacket on me. The only thing I can think about heading home is getting warm and cozy which prompts my idea.

As we get home I announce to Ricky that I'd like to take a hot bath. He turns to me, eying me carefully, asking if I want company. I practiced my confidence in my head but it's starting to falter as Ricky walks closer to me and suddenly I can't speak. As his hand touches mine though, I'm reminded that it's just Ricky. I could do this. I nod to him and he doesnt wait to walk me slowly upstairs and into the bathroom. I watch as he runs the hot water and as the tub fills he walks over to me. He starts to kiss me. Like with major passion, and I feel like I'm a puddle on the floor. I'm a mess and he knows, because I'm tugging at his shirt and kissing him deeper. He pulls away to turn off the water and all of a sudden I'm eager to remove our clothes and get in. I'm relieved though when Ricky doesn't make it a big deal, and gets in first. We get into the tub together and we talk about the past three days, how much fun it had been together. "I love you" he tells me and I blush, looking down. He takes me by the hand, pulling me across the tub and into his lap and I blush a deeper shade of red, hiding my face into his neck and taking in the heavenly smell of his cologne that was still on him. I feel his fingertips rubbing my side and I sigh into him, not meaning to cause the pressure that I did to that spot but it's pretty hard when we're naked!! When I gasped he chuckles and wraps his arms around me tighter, kissing my neck before I turn around to catch his lips. Our kisses are turning harder and deeper and we're involuntarily moving against each other. All of a sudden he stands up in the tub, beckoning me to as well. "Come on Nins" he says and he pulls me out, drying me off along with himself and leading me out of the bathroom. "Wha-?" I say but he picks me up, laying me onto my bed and he lays directly on top of me, applying pressure to my area with his erection and he stares into my eyes. He grabs a condom and we do it again. Every time, becoming more comfortable and more full of love.

We lay on the bed together, our naked bodies intertwined, and Ricky asks if he should order pizza. I giggle, and he pulls me in, kissing my shoulder. "What's so funny love?" He asks. "Nothing, just your thought topic in this moment." He laughs too, a deep beautiful sound and he sits us up. "It's like 7, we're in some definite need of food." He tells me. We get dressed and head downstairs, and as we order pizza and eat, I begin to think about me and Ricky having sex. i had never given him a blowjob and I wondered if that was something guys really wanted before sex. My thought process gets me panicking and I realize I'm full on scared I haven't been pleasing Ricky like he has been pleasing me. Ricky looks at me from across the table. "Yo Nini are you good?" He says softly. "Oh yeah!" I say. "I just need to run up and text kourtney real quick" I tell him. He nods at me and resumes with his pizza, so I take my chance to run up the stairs and call kourtney. "What's up girlie?" She answers the phone. "Question!!" I say quickly but quietly. "Do guys expect blowjobs when you have sex?" She looks shocked but answers quickly and quietly too. "What the fuck girl! Guys shouldn't expect anything. If he's been good to you and you are comfortable doing it, then that's how it is" she tells me. I nod, much more calm and I thank Kourtney, hanging up just in time to see Ricky tap on my half open door. "You good up here?" He says, looking concerned. I look at him, the beautiful boy that has been there for me through everything, and I just get up, walking over to him and pulling him into a kiss. i kiss him hard and deeply and I reach to the waistband of his jeans. I'm ready for this, and I want Ricky to know how much I appreciate his patience when he and I do it. "Nini. Babe. Answer me love." He says pulling back, completely out of breath. "Im okay Ricky. I'm better than okay."