RANT/FEELINGS Toward Readers 😔

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Hey guys... Yes, I know... You're probably disappointed that I STILL haven't updated chapter 76 and it's GOING to be updated eventually. I've just been really busy with some things like work, talking to artists, and trying to figure out how to open my own NARUNIA MERCH STORE!

With that said, I'd like to discuss how I've been feeling towards you all lately. I like to be honest about what's going on with stuff like that.

So anyway, I've been feeling rather down and disappointed. In ALL honesty, you guys... Lately I've been feeling like I'm not really being appreciated for all the things that I do for you all and it's making me wonder if I have fans who are ungrateful and it's making me feel rather down. Like I feel like y'all might like my story and NaruNia, but that you don't LOVE it to the point where you would care if there was merchandise made just for you guys and the ship. I understand some people don't have the money, but I know a few of you do and it bothers me that you may not want to support me in any way.

No one's even COMMENTED on the fanart that was made that I showed so far like really??? I don't know if y'all saw the update or if y'all just don't care, but it makes me wonder if I should've kept the fanart to myself and a couple of my readers that I've become friends with on instagram. You guys know I don't like sounding like a bitch, but I honestly DO get frustrated with you all sometimes. I feel like I give out so much energy, but I'm not getting back the same type of energy.

I work really hard on this story and yet only a few or a couple of people comment on the chapters I post despite there literally being hundreds to thousands of you reading this story 😒. It makes me worry that even the manga that I hired someone to make for you all won't be appreciated either and I think that would be the final straw if no one or a couple of you showed your appreciation or excitement for it.

All I'm saying is, if you enjoy my writing or anything I do for the story, EXPRESS IT! COMMENT! BUY MERCH! DO SOMETHING! Don't just do nothing! Don't just say nothing! MESSAGE ME ON INSTAGRAM IF YOU WANNA BE FRIENDS! FOLLOW ME OM INSTAGRAM! SOMETHING!

Haaah... All I gotta say is that my patience is running thin. I'm grateful for all those who show their love and appreciation for what I do, but for the rest of you... please do better. Don't just take everything I do for granted cause I don't have to be going above and beyond for you. I don't have to make a manga for y'all. I don't have to make fanart. I don't have to make merch and I sure as hell don't have to be making this story for you all.

Like honestly, I can see myself stopping writing this story because of silent readers not commenting or just people not caring for what I do to give you visuals of the story like the fanart or manga. Like originally, I wrote my naruto fanfiction for MYSELF! I didn't care if anyone read it or anything like that cause it was just my fantasy of me being with my anime crush. I didn't expect it to get so popular... But at the same time it's like... The Fanfics aren't popular.

You're probably confused as to why I say that but it's because of what I mentioned earlier, I have too many SILENT readers and people who don't wanna show their appreciation. Most of the time, I feel like I do the things that I do in vain. Like I literally do SO MUCH for you all and it's just idk...

I've always viewed my readers as family, but I don't think you guys view me as that. I just honestly wish I had more supportive fans. Maybe my story just isn't popular enough, but I really do try my best.

I could just be petty and unpublish my stories, cancel the manga, cancel the fanart, and forget about you guys, but I don't cause I simply grown to love fangirling with you guys over my Fanfics and NaruNia.

Please take what I say and how I feel SERIOUSLY cause one day I just might end up getting upset to the point where I just unpublish everything.

Now imma try this again: What do you think of this fanart? (Made by lenacringe on deviantart/instagram)

Now imma try this again: What do you think of this fanart? (Made by lenacringe on deviantart/instagram)

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Would you like some more fanart? If so, what kind of poses do you wanna see of NaruNia?

Would you like some NaruNia merch? Let me know!

Here's the link once more:

https://my-store-11447225.creator-spring.com/

Would you like to be friends on instagram? Message me on there @janaeh.wattpad

With that said, I do love my fans and I would like to get to know you all better, but please... just show me you appreciate everything I do and that you love NaruNia and my story.)

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