Late Night Thoughts

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Dizzy spells take over my head
I can't see anymore straight than I am
Would it make you feel better
To drink myself to death

No amount of pills
To numb the pain
Inside of my brain
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What a father
Putting his child to blame
For being no more than they are
No more than his own

But in another sunrise
I fear to see the clouds of grey
Spill on to the canvas
That day I will say i am gay

I fear for disapproval
I fear for your abandonment
I fear you will leave me
Leave me to write another lament
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Some way to vent the words
That are coursing through me
Put them to something beautiful
Instead of marking up my body
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I can't see
the light anymore
Closed all the windows
and locked the door

The roof is gone but I can't climb
For fear that I may fall

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