Mourning Skies

If you knew

If you knew

What went through my head

Would you take back

Every word that you said?

If you knew

That I wanted to die

Would you ever, EVER

Tell me a lie?

If you knew

What I see of myself

Would you keep putting

Me back on a shelf?

If you knew

Ever scar that marked my wrist

Would you leave a call

Go ignored or missed?

If you knew

That I'm not alright

How could you sleep

Soundly though the night?

If you knew

How much pain I went through

Would it matter at all...

Even to you...?

But now you know

And it means nothing more.

I've turned to nothing

As I fall to the floor.