Mourning Skies

Don't Grieve

I can't tell you

How hard it could be

To wake up each day

And just be me

I can't bear to explain

How much it hurt

To fake a smile just to

Be pushed into the dirt

And I'm sorry for what I did

If you noticed my pain

I know that now

I cannot explain

For what I've done

Is the ultimate price

To stop my life

And cause my demise

I know it doesn't matter

And I know you don't care

But I really wish

That you were there

When I gave up

And the water went over my head

You stared at me, mad,

And it filled me with dread

I never forgot that look

Right up until I died

You gave me the same look

Just before you cried

I kept it in too long

Of that I'm aware

My feelings weren't something

That I could share

But now I'm gone

Your "sorry" is too late.

I'm underground.

I've met my fate.

But please don't worry

For the sleep is easy

Don't shed a tear

This was meant for me.