Mourning Skies

Deep Inside

Shield my eyes from the truth
But it makes it all much worse
They say ignorance is bliss
But look at all this hurt

I'm a ghost with a beating heart

I walk the earth
searching for reason
Hoping for relief
Like it's just for the season

How winter brought
The darkness back
My wrists turned red
My eyes turned black

And there's no escape
There is no fucking end
The voice becomes
My closest friend

Everyone disappears
They're never here
So I'll drown myself
With another beer

And when the light fades out
And I wake the next day
It's all the same hell
Just no reason to stay

I'm not sure if I sleep
Or if I'm even alive
I can't feel a thing
Or maybe I haven't tried