Mourning Skies

Vital

No one saw the signs

That lead to my pass,

Loosing so much weight,

Failing my favorite class.

The obsession took over

And my thoughts turned to action

The addictions devoured

I bled for distraction.

But no matter my efforts

They can't match the fear

Of being imperfect

Or the smell of his beer

For his drunken rage

Only added the pain

That killed me so slowly

And drove me insane

When I played with the trigger

I shed not a tear

For everything will hurt me

As long as I'm here

With my mind set

And without a thought

I said "I'm sorry"

And fired the shot