Who can I believe in
When they're telling me so differently
One says that it gets better
While the rest say there's no point
Hearing it over and over again
Like a broken record claiming
There's nothing more to life
Than after death
So why is it even a question?
How do they keep going
When they keep on repeat
That this life is nothing
Why do they become so angry
Why do they become so distraught
When I tell them the same?
It's all I hear
Time and time again
That this life is nothing
After hearing it for so long
I start to believe it
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okay so I'm gonna go on a mini rant
Literally everywhere I go, all I've been hearing lately, is how fucking horrible life is. "life sucks" and "I'm so glad today is over" and I don't know if it's just a common thought but I throw myself into fucking anxiety attacks (like tonight) when people are telling me that the future is hopeless. Wouldn't you? I mean my own dad is telling me that he regrets bringing me into this "horrible world" but god forbid I have the same views. No one ever says the good things anymore, and it seems like people have given up on the thought of "things get better" and they just get through their "miserable lives". Am I the only one who doesn't want to be a "miserable adult" just mulling through the day? After being everything but happy for so long I mean I don't see the point. I don't know. There's happiness in every day but when everyone's saying "these are the best four years of your life" and "you'll miss this when you're older" like honey I'm ready to throw myself out of a window, and if it doesn't get better from here, I don't know what I fucking believe anymore.
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Mourning Skies
RandomDark poetry, slam poetry, love poetry, five word stories, and my deepest thoughts
