Mourning Skies

Mending

I tried to wash down my fear

With the burn of beer

Going down my throat to my gullet.

But I've found deep inside

There's nowhere to hide

And I've introduced my brain to a bullet.

I've eaten up the sadness like a flames swallows the oxygen

But sadly I don't know where my mind has been

For it's not me in control today.

And maybe I deserve this, i hurt you

But I know this is worse than what I put you through

And my mind's end is a fray.

I don't know where I'll end up tonight

All I know is I'm shuddering with fright

Maybe it's best to tie down these loose ends.

I need some time to clear my head

Sleep, or at lead try, in a fort under my bed

I've found loneliness mends.