Mourning Skies

But One Day

Everyday I must pretend

Just one more day, or 'till the end

I've faked the happiness for the day

I promise it won't stay this way

One day I'll cease to be here

But at least I won't be stuck in the fear

Of anxiety eating me from the inside

One day I will no longer hide

But dear you'll never know

Because I never let it show

The razor was kind to me

A better friend than you'd ever be

So don't grieve when they take control

I've been so lost without my soul

And I've found in death it returns

As my mind rolls and churns

For all of the hope that I've perspired

And the lies that you inspired