Mourning Skies

Settle

I want to believe that things get better

But at night 

Even the bright stars don't comfort my eyes

As they search for any source of light

So I'll settle for loneliness

An uneasy weight bound to my ankles

And a playlist of songs 

That reminded me that I was alive

I'll settle for grounding methods

To tie me to the earth

To get rid of this feeling

That nothing is happening

To at least convince myself

That what I feel is real

But what can I do

When everything has been turned upsidedown

And the ground becomes the sky

And I can't trust my own mind

And a fucking phone call

Sends me into a five hour long breakdown

Tell me what's real then

Tell me what's real